Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
Sybil felt secretly pleased with the idea that there existed between
her and Audley a tie--the tie of blood--which even the antagonism of
his crafty father could not break. "The idea of cousinly intimacy to
girls is undoubtedly pleasant," says Anthony Trollope; "and I do not
know whether it is not the fact, that the better and the purer the
girl, the sweeter and the pleasanter is the idea."
How often had Constance asked of herself--but never of him who was
gone--"How long is this deception to be carried on? How long am I to
wait before I take my place in the world as the wife of Richard
Trevelyan, and cease to figure as a sham Devereaux, and how long are
our children to be thus under a cloud?" All obstacles were removed
now, but the sham was becoming a reality, and the cloud was growing
darker than ever.
And was her poor Denzil, then so far away from her, to be tamely
robbed of his noble inheritance after all?
The necessity for action in some way, even before acquainting him
with his father's death and real rank, compelled Constance to bestir
herself. She knew no one whom she felt tempted to consult with
confidence, and was totally ignorant of the line of action to adopt,
but on hearing, before a week had passed, that the whole family of
the Trevelyans had come from town and taken up their residence at
Rhoscadzhel, she resolved to lose no time in confronting the usurper
personalty, attended only by her daughter. She could--she feared
not--fully prove the identity of "Captain Devereaux" with Captain
Trevelyan the late lord, and her husband's miniature, which she wore,
and his letters, especially the last from Montreal, would prove still
further the fact of her marriage, and his intentions as regarded his
will, though they were all addressed to her as Mrs. Devereaux, and
simply bore his signature as "Richard," save one already mentioned,
to which he appended his title.
So she thought and flattered herself while, clad in the deepest
mourning, she and Sybil traversed, by the Cornwall Railway, the forty
odd miles that lay between Porthellick and Rhoscadzhel, followed by
the prayers and blessings of old Winny Braddon.
"That which we fancy must break our hearts, we can bear patiently,
and what is more, so learn to conform to, that after a few years of
life, we can wonder that we thought them hardships," says a writer
with much truth. So did Constance think her heart would break, when
all the reality of her desolate condition was brought home to her, by
her mirror reflecting her face--the face that Richard loved so
well--encircled by a widow's cap--that odious ruche of tulle; but she
already felt the conviction strongly, that whatever happened now, she
would not have many years of life before her.
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