Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 1 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
The statements made to Audley Trevelyan by his father as to the
dubious position of the two ladies at Porthellick--artful statements
which seemed, without collusion, to corroborate so much that Mabel
and Rose Trecarrel hinted or openly advanced--had seriously grieved
and perplexed him. Thus, while loving Sybil and longing for her
society on one hand, with the selfishness or vacillation peculiar to
many young men, on the other, he began to wish that he had not gone
quite so far--that he had been less precipitate in his love-making;
but his perplexity increased to utter bewilderment, not unmixed with
indignation, when his usually languid mother, with considerable scorn
and irritation of manner, informed him that "the person calling
herself Mrs. Devereaux" was but an _intriguante_, who had sought to
lure his foolish uncle Richard into marriage; and his father admitted
that he and others had long suspected his brother of having some low
and illicit entanglement.
Now Audley knew that this "_intriguante_" had a son, whose existence
might endanger his own succession to a title.
Was this fair, slender and delicate girl, whose gentle image had
wound itself about the heart of Audley, and on whose "engagement
finger" he had so recently slipped a ring, actually a cousin; but one
whom he could not acknowledge--a person whom he dared not marry, in
dread of that trumpet-tongued bugbear called "Society"?
He had ceased for some days to write to her. In this he accused
himself of gross selfishness; but his father's open threats of
withdrawing every shilling of his allowance, of turning his back upon
him for ever, and so forth, if he dared to countenance the Devereaux
in any way; and his total inability to live anywhere on his
subaltern's pay alone, together with the dread of compromising his
cold, proud, and intensely aristocratic mother and sister--in fact,
it would seem, his whole family too--made him strive to crush in his
heart the young love it was so sweet to brood upon; but Audley strove
in vain, and began to think that the sooner he was back to India the
better for all.
He had been nervous, irritable, and "out of sorts" since he had
returned to Rhoscadzhel, and obtaining a passing glimpse of the
little white villa as the train passed it, en route, had made him
worse. He had procured Champagne and various other vintages too
freely from Jasper Funnel; he had broken the knees of a favourite
horse; ripped up the green cloth of the new billiard table when
practising alone, and more than once had angrily laid his whip across
the back of unoffending Rajah.
On the afternoon of the visit which closes the preceding chapter, his
mother who was seated languidly in a deep easy chair near the library
fire, playing with a feather fan, while her daintily slippered little
feet rested on a velvet tabourette, said in her soft and monotonous
voice,--
"I do wish, Audley, that odious dog of yours was dead--shot or lost."
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