Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
In that cavern or fissure, one of the many which abound in the rocks
there, he lay the whole day, untraced and undiscovered, for the
Afghans, after having stripped and mutilated in their usual fashion,
the dead on the snow-covered knoll, had retired. He knew that he was
only sixteen miles from that bourne they had all hoped to
reach--Sale's little garrison in Jellalabad, and that if he ever
attained it at all, the attempt must be made in the night. He was
without a guide; he knew not the way, and his dress and complexion
would render him to every shepherd, wayfarer, and marauding horseman,
apparent, as a Feringhee and an enemy.
The whole affair, the retreat, and the result of it, seems to be what
a French writer describes as "one of those especial visitations of
Fate, which draw on the devoted to their ruin, and which it is
impossible for virtue to resist, or human wisdom to foresee."
After seven days and nights of incessant fighting; after the
perpetual ringing of musketry, the yells of the Afghans, the varied
cries of those who perished in agony under their hands; after all the
truly infernal uproar and mad excitement in those dark and narrow
Passes, the unbroken silence around him now, seemed intense and
oppressive. He could almost imagine that he heard it; stirred though
it was only by the low hum of insect life among the withered leaves
and _coss_, or wild mountain grass, that lay drifted by the wind in
heaps within the cave, and on which he lay so sad and weary.
"Now," thought he, after some hours had passed, "now that this
horrible row is all over, I'll have a quiet weed--smoke a peaceful
calumet of Cavendish;" and he drew the materials therefor from the
pocket of his poshteen.
Waller had always been solicitous about the colouring of that same
calumet, as he styled his meerschaum pipe, which, by the bye, had
been a gift from his friend Polwhele--poor Jack Polwhele--who was
lying under that ghastly pile of dead on the knoll, where his jovial
soul had ebbed through his death-wound, and where in his kind heart,
and on his pallid lips, as he breathed his last, his mother's name
had mingled with that of his God;--and so, as Waller smoked amid the
silence and gloom of the wintry eve, tears rolled over his cheek--the
bitter tears of a brave man's rage and grief.
This was not war but carnage!
To Waller it seemed as if a gory curtain had fallen between him and
all his past life. Where were now his companions of the parade, the
mess, and the race-course? Where the brave rank and file, that had
stood by him shoulder to shoulder, and every man of whom deemed
Captain Waller a friend, as much as an officer? Where were the faces
and voices of all he had known and loved? As he lay there alone in
cold and darkness, his emotions were somewhat akin to those described
as being felt by the _last man_, when the whitening skeletons of
nations were around him, and when all the human world had--himself
excepted--passed away.
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