Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 3 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 3 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
And there sat the once-gay, bright, and heedless Rose Trecarrel, the
belle of the ball, of the hunting-meet, of the race-course, and the
garrison, with a choking sensation in her throat, and a clamorous
fear in her heart, Denzil's hot, throbbing hand often clasped in one
of hers, while the other strayed caressingly over his once-thick
hair, or what remained of it, for by order of Doctor C----, she had
shorn it short--shorter even than the regimental pattern; and so
would she sit, watching the winning young fellow, who loved her so
well--he, whose figure might have served a sculptor for an Antinous
in its perfection of form, wasting away before her, with a terrible
certainty that God's hand could alone stay the event; and whom she
had but lately seen in all the full roundness of youth and health,
with a face animated by a very different expression from that now
shown by the hollow, wan, and hectic-like mask which lay listlessly
on the pillow--listlessly save when his eyes met hers, and then they
filled or grew moist with tenderness and gratitude, emotions that
were not unmixed by a fear that the pest, if such it was, that preyed
on him might fasten next on her. Then _who_ should watch over Rose,
as she had watched over him, like a sister or a mother?
His head, in consequence of the blow he had received from the
pistol-butt of the fallen Afghan--the wretch he had sought to succour
in the Khyber Pass--was doubtless the seat of some secret injury; for
not unfrequently he placed his hand thereon and sighed heavily, while
a dimness would overspread his sight, and there came over him a
faintness from which Rose, by the use of a fan and some cooling
essences--the Khanum had plenty of them--would seek to revive him,
and again his loving eyes would look into hers.
"Ah, you know me again," she would say, in a low soft voice, and with
a smile of affected cheerfulness; "you are to be spared to me, after
all, Denzil--we shall live and die together."
"Nay--not die together, Rose: don't say die together, darling."
"Why?"
"That would be too early--for you, at least."
"You deem me less prepared than yourself, Denzil. Perhaps I am; yet
what have I to live for now?"
"Do not talk so, Rose."
"God will take pity on us, Denzil, and will make you well and whole
yet," she would reply, and kiss the aching head that rested on her
kind and tender bosom; and with all the young girl's love, something
of the emotion almost of maternal care and protection stole into her
heart, as she watched him thus; he clung to her so, and was so gentle
and so helpless.
"If--if--after this" (he did not say, "after I am gone," lest he
should pain her even by words)--"if, Rose, after all this, you should
ever meet my sister--my dear little Sybil--you will tell her of
me--talk to her about me, talk of all I endured, and be a sister to
her, for my sake--won't you, Rose?"
"I will, Denzil--I shall, please God."
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