Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 3 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 3 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
The summer sun shone brightly, and the birds, but chiefly the
melodious pagoda-thrush--the king of the Indian feathered
choristers--was there; and the flowers, the wondrous roses of Cabul,
were exhaling their sweetest perfume. There the world, nature at
least, looked gay and bright and beautiful; but here, a young life,
that no human skill, prayer, or affection could detain, was ebbing
away so surely as the sea ebbs from its shore, but not like the sea
to return.
If Denzil died, what had she to live for? So thought the heedless
belle, the half coquette, the whole flirt, of a few months past; but
such were "the uses" or the results of adversity. Was not the end of
all things nigh? Without Denzil Devereaux and his love, so tender,
passionate, and true, what would the world be? and her world, of
late, had been so small and sad! This love had been all in all to
her; and now all seemed nearly over, and nothing could be left to her
but forlorn exile and the gloom of despair.
As there is in memory "a species of mental long-sightedness, which,
though blind to the object close beside you, can reach the blue
mountains and the starry skies which lie full many a league away," so
it was with Denzil; and now far from that bare and desolate vaulted
room in the Afghan fort, from the mountains of black rock that
overshadowed it, and all their harassing associations, even from the
presence of the bright-haired and pale-faced girl who so lovingly
watched and soothed his pillow, the mind of the young officer flashed
back, as if touched by an electric wire, to his once-happy home.
Again his manly father's smile approved of some task or feat of skill
performed by bridle, gun, or rod; again his mother's dark eyes seemed
to look softly into his; the willowed valley (that opened between
steep and ruin-crowned cliffs towards the billowy Cornish sea), the
little world of all his childhood's cares and joys, was with him now,
and with that world he was mingling over again in fancy, though death
and distress had been there as elsewhere; the hearth was desolate, or
strangers sat around it; their household gods were scattered, and
home was home no longer, save in the heart, the memory, of the dying
exile.
And so, for a time, his thoughts were far away even from Rose and the
present scene. Far from the images that were full of the warlike and
perilous present, he was revelling in the past, and talked fluently,
confidently, and smilingly with the absent, the lost, and the dead.
Often he said--
"Lift my head, dearest mother; place your kind arm round my neck and
kiss me once again."
And Rose obeyed him, and he seemed to smile upward into her face; and
yet he knew her not, or saw another there.
Then he talked deliriously of his father's rights, of his mother's
wrongs, and of his cousin, Audley Trevelyan, till his voice sank into
whispers and anon ceased.
This was what Shakspeare describes as the
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