Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 3 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 3 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
"Far from it, Audley,--I have forgotten nothing; and now I must
remember the difference of rank that places us so far--so very far
apart," she added with a strange flash in her eye and a quiver in her
short upper lip.
"Come this way, dear Sybil. I have much to say--to talk with you
about--but we must be alone;" and he led her down a less frequented
walk, apart from the company, the strains of the military music, the
coloured lights and lanterns that hung in garlands and festoons from
tree to tree, and the soaring fireworks that ever and anon filled the
soft dewy air with the splendour of many-lined brilliance.
"Will this not seem marked?" asked Sybil nervously and almost
haughtily.
"How?"
"I must beware of attracting notice now--here especially; and you are
no longer the mere Audley Trevelyan of other times."
"Then, dearest, who the deuce am I?" asked he, laughing.
Sybil had seen the Hindoo maidens--slender, graceful, and dark-eyed
girls--launching their love-lamps from the ghauts upon the sacred
waters of the Ganges--watching them with thrills of alternate joy and
fear, as they floated away under the glorious silver radiance of the
Indian moon. She had heard their wails of sorrow if the flame
flickered out and died; or their merry shouts and songs of glee if
they floated steadily and burned truly and bravely. Audley's
affection had been to her as a light in her path that had vanished;
but now her love-lamp seemed to be lit again; for Audley, with
admirable tact, conversed with her as if on their old and former
footing, expressing only what he felt--the purest and deepest joy at
thus suddenly meeting her again, and he had too much good taste to
make the slightest reference to the gossip of his friend Stapylton,
the ex-Hussar, though certainly he had neither forgotten it, nor the
unpleasantly offhand mode in which it had been communicated to him.
"But how strange--to come to India, my dear girl, of all places in
the world! What led you to think of it?" he asked.
"Have I not already told you? I did not think of it: chance threw
the offer in my way; and I had two sufficient reasons, at least, for
accepting of it."
"And these--bless them, say I!--these were----"
"That my brother, dear Denzil, was here--here then, at least."
"And I--too?"
"I do not say so--least of all must I say so now; and then Lady
----'s offers were most advantageous to a penniless girl like me.
You and, more than all, your father, deemed me no suitable match for
you, when we were in England--when I was an inmate of my parent's
house at Porthellick. You see, I speak quite plainly, Audley, and as
one who is quite alone in the world; now, when by death and--and
misfortune, I am reduced to eat the bread of dependence, the matter
is worse than ever."
"But you love me still, Sybil--do you not!"
She was silent and trembling now.
"Speak," he urged; "you do love me still?"
"Yes, Audley."
"And will marry me, Sybil!"
"No."
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