Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 3 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 3 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
In a piercing voice he exclaimed, as he threw up his arms. "Ei
dereeghâ, ei dereeghâ, oo ei dereegh! Would to Thee, O God, that I
had never been tempted--had never seen her!" and then inspired by
what emotion we know not, unless it were to seek succour for Mabel,
and to have her saved from the terrible Khond, he took off the cloth
of his turban, the last appeal a Mohammedan can make when imploring
mercy for himself or a friend, and was waving it above his head, when
a ball pierced his brain; he gave a convulsive bound upwards, and
fell dead and mangled into the street below.
In half an hour after this, the head of "Zohrab the Overbearing" was
placed in the public Charchowk, beside that of the unfortunate
baronet, Sir William Macnaghten.
CHAPTER XII.
THE SHADE WITHIN THE SHADOW.
So one more dreadful tragedy had been enacted in that land of
bloodshed!
Barbarous though she deemed the Mohammedan Afghans, she was to find
herself in the grasp of those who were more barbarous still--for
whose depth of cruelty there was no name--the Khonds, a race or tribe
whose sacrifices of human life, though not offered up in such numbers
as those of the Thugs, were done in a fashion quite as secret, and
known only to themselves, and whose existence, like that of those
subtle assassins, had become only known to the Indian Government of
late years.
Powerless in the hands of Ferishta Lodi, the girl felt as if hovering
on the verge of some death of which she knew not the form or fashion,
save that it must be lingering, protracted, and horrible!
Her past life, with all its peace, happiness, and ease, its gaiety,
luxury, brilliance, and good position, seemed to be, as it was
indeed, like a previous state of existence--as a dream; the horrible
present appeared alone the stern reality. Was her identity the same?
she asked of herself many, many times, in half-audible whispers; or
had she undergone that species of metempsychosis, or transmigration
of soul from the body of one being to the body of another, which is a
doctrine of the Indian Brahmins--of those Hindoos whom she was now
beginning to loathe? Was she no longer Mabel Trecarrel, a Christian
woman, a civilised European, who had a father, a sister, and so many
friends? Was the existence of Waller, or was her own, a myth? She
felt as if she was about to become insane, and, pressing her delicate
hands upon her throbbing temples, prayed God to preserve her senses,
whatever her ultimate fate might be.
Surely, unknown to herself, she must have committed some great sin,
to be tortured thus, and thus punished, enduring here that she might
not endure hereafter, was her next idea.
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