Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 3 (of 3)Grant, James
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Only an Ensign: A Tale of the Retreat from Cabul, Volume 3 (of 3)
Grant, James
Afghan Wars -- Fiction
To Rose Trecarrel it had seemed as if, once upon a time, the world
was quite running over with lovers. Now, her world was, oddly
enough, narrowed to the boundary wall and grassy fausse-braye of
Shireen Khan's fort. That a girl, in her extreme youth, chances to
have been, like Rose, a flirt, is no proof that she is incapable of a
very deep and enduring affection; it is often quite the contrary, and
Rose was just a case in point. Here, with her and Denzil, the pretty
biter was _bitten_. "A flirt," says one, who wrote long ago, "is
merely a girl of more than common beauty and amiability, just
hovering on the verge which separates childhood from womanhood. She
is just awakening to a sense of her power, and finds an innocent
pleasure in the exercise of it. The blissful consciousness parts her
ripe lips with prouder breath, kindles her moist eyes with richer
lustre, and gives additional buoyancy and swan-like grace to all her
motions. She looks for homage at the hands of every man who
approaches her, and richly does she repay him with rosy smiles and
sparkling glances. There is no passion in all this." It is the
first trembling, unconscious existence of that sentiment which will
become love in time. And Rose's time had come!
So had it been with her, though her flirtations had bordered too
often on actual coquetry, thereby overacting the flirt, incurring the
sneers of the piqued, and accusations of heartlessness and vanity, as
one who loved the love-making, but _not_ the lover. She had now
become a veritable Undine--the type of everything that is amiable and
beautiful, tender and true, in her sex. Yet we are constrained to
admit that much of this sudden change might have been brought about
by the dire pressure of unforeseen events and calamities. In her
late term of bitter experiences, she, and all about her, had learned
palpably, that those they loved most on earth were merely mortal, and
might be, or had been, torn from them by cruel and sudden deaths.
In her new phase of life, how completely her former had passed
away--been forgotten, with its balls, parties, picnics, dejeuners,
and promenades; its selection of dresses and colours, flowers and
perfumes; its promenades and drives; its fun and jollity; its
gossips, flirtations, and folly! All existence seemed merged or
narrowed now in two circles or hopes--the health of Denzil, and their
mutual restoration to liberty and safety!
All her girlish foibles had passed away, and the genuine woman came
to the surface, when perhaps too late; for Denzil seemed too surely
to be sinking fast, and unwittingly, when his mind wandered in the
delirium of fever, he murmured things that he had heard amid the
banter of the mess-bungalow, and elsewhere, that stung her repentant
heart, and drew tears from her eyes.
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