As they rode along she related to Mr. Jones the events already known to
the reader, but carefully shielded Gregory from blame. She also
satisfied her companion's evident curiosity about the young man by
stating so frankly all it was proper for him to know that he had no
suspicion of anything concealed. She explained his last and unusual
expression by dwelling with truth on the fact that Gregory appeared
seriously ill and was deeply depressed in spirits.
Mr. Walton received his daughter with a joy beyond words. She was the
idol of his heart--the one object on earth that almost rivalled his
"treasures in heaven." His mind had dwelt in agonized suspense on a
thousand possibilities of evil during the prolonged hours of her
absence, and now that he clasped her again, and was assured of her
safety, he lifted his eyes heavenward with overflowing gratitude in his
heart.
But Annie's success in keeping up before him was brief. The strain had
been a little too severe. She soon gave way to nervous prostration and
headache, and was compelled to retire to her room instead of returning
for Gregory as she had intended. But he was promptly sent for, Miss
Eulie going in her place, and taking every appliance possible for his
comfort.
She found him in Mrs. Tompkins's hovel, sitting in the creaky arm-chair
that Annie had occupied the night before, and enduring with a white,
grim face the increasing suffering of his illness. He seemed to have
reached the depths of despair, and, believing the end near, determined
to meet it with more than Indian stoicism.
Many, in their suicidal blindness and remorse, pass sentence upon
themselves, and weakly deliver their souls into the keeping of that
inexorable jailer, Despair, forgetting the possibilities--nay,
certainties--of good that ever dwell in God. If man had no better
friend than himself, his prospects would be sombre indeed. Many a one
has condemned himself and sunk into the apathy of death, but He who
came to seek and to save the lost has lifted him with the arms of
forgiving love, and helped him back to the safety and happiness of the
fold. Satan only, _never the Saviour_, bids the sinner despair. But
poor Gregory was taking advice from his enemy and not from his Friend.
During the long hours of pain and almost mortal weakness of that dreary
morning, he acknowledged himself vanquished--utterly defeated in the
battle of life. As old monkish legends teach, the devil might have
carried him off bodily and he would not have resisted. In his
prostrated nature, but one element of strength was apparent--a
perverted pride that rose like a shattered, blackened shaft, the one
prominent relic of seemingly utter ruin.
At first he coldly declined the cordial and nourishment Miss Eulie
brought, and said, with a quietness that did not comport with the
meaning of his words, that she had better leave him to himself, for he
would not make trouble for any one much longer.
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