At first his arm-chair and the cheery wood-fire formed a pale
reflection of something like comfort, but every bone in his body ached
from the recent cold he had taken. He had just fever enough to increase
the distortion of the images of his morbid and excited mind. Hour after
hour he sat with grim white face and fixed stare, scourging himself
with the triple scorpion-whip of remorse, vain regret, and
self-disgust. But an old and terrible enemy was stealing on him to
change the nature of his torment--neuralgic headache; and before
morning he was walking the floor in agony, a sad type, while the world
slept and nature rested, of that large class, all whose relations,
physical and moral, are a jangling discord.
CHAPTER XIX
MISS WALTON MADE OF DIFFERENT CLAY FROM OTHERS
Simple remedies and prolonged rest were sufficient to restore Annie
after the serious shock and strain she had sustained. She rose even
earlier than usual, and hastily dressed that she might resume her
wonted place as mistress of her father's household. In view of her
recent peril and the remediless loss he might have suffered, she was
doubly grateful for the privilege of ministering to his wants and
filling his declining years with cheer and comfort.
She had not been awake long before Gregory's irregular steps in the
adjoining room aroused her attention and caused anxious surmises. But
she was inclined to think that his restlessness resulted from mental
distress rather than physical. Still she did not pity him less, but
rather more. Though so young, she knew that the "wounded spirit" often
inflicts the keener agony. Her strong womanly nature was deeply moved
in his behalf. As we have seen, it was her disposition to be helpful
and sustaining, rather than clinging and dependent. She had a heart "at
leisure from itself, to soothe and sympathize." From the depths of her
soul she pitied Gregory and wished to help him out of a state which the
psalmist with quaint force describes as "a horrible pit and the miry
clay."
She was a very practical reformer, and determined that a dainty
breakfast should minister to the outer man before she sought to apply a
subtler balm to the inner. Trusting not even to Zibbie's established
skill, she prepared with her own hands some inviting delicacies, and
soon that which might have tempted the most exacting of epicures was
ready.
Mr. Walton shared the delight of the children at seeing Annie bustling
round again as the good genius of their home, and Miss Eulie's little
sighs of content were as frequent as the ripples on the shore. Miss
Eulie could sigh and wipe a tear from the corner of her eye in the most
cheerful and hope-inspiring way, for somehow her face shone with an
inward radiance, and, even in the midst of sorrow and when wet with
tears, reminded one of a lantern on a stormy night, which, covered with
rain-drops, still gives light and comfort.
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