Even Annie, woman-like, could more readily forgive all his faults than
a display of that weakness which is most despised in a man. But she too
was sufficiently familiar with the world not to be repelled or shocked
by a life which, compared with all true, noble standards, was sadly
lacking. And yet she was the very last one to be dazzled by a fast,
brilliant man of the world. She had been too well educated for that,
and had been early taught to distinguish between solid worth and mere
tinsel. Her native powers of observation were strong, and her father,
and mother also before she died, had given her opportunities for
exercising them. Instead of mere assertions as to what was right and
wrong and general lecturing on the subject, they had aimed to show her
right and wrong embodied in human lives. They made her feel that God
wanted her to do right for the same reason that they did, because He
loved her. First in Bible narrative told in bedtime stories, then in
history and biography, and finally in the experience of those around
them, she had been shown the happy contrast of good, God-pleasing life
with that which is selfish and wicked. So thorough and practical had
been the teaching in this respect, and so impressed was she by the
lesson, that she would as soon have planted in her flower-bed the seeds
of tender annuals on the eve of autumn frosts, and expected bloom in
chill December, as to enter upon a course that God frowns upon, and
look for happiness. Her father often said, "A human being opposing
God's will is like a ship beating against wind and tide to certain
wreck."
An evil life appeared therefore to her a moral madness, under the
malign influence of which people were like the mentally deranged who
with strange perversity hate their best friends and cunningly watch for
chances of self-destruction. While on one hand she shrunk from them
with something of the repulsion which many feel toward the unsound in
mind, on the other she cherished the deepest pity for them. Knowing how
full a remedy ever exists in Him whose word and touch removed
humanity's most desperate ills, it was her constant wish and effort to
lead as many as possible to this Divine Friend. If she had been like
many sincere but selfish religionists, she would have said of Gregory,
"He is not congenial. We have nothing in common," and, wrapped in her
own spiritual pleasures and pursuits, would have shunned, ignored, and
forgotten him. But she chiefly saw his pressing need of help, and said
to herself, "If I would be like my Master, I must help him."
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