"Would that such a cross were imposed upon me!" echoed Gregory, with
sudden devoutness. "Miss Walton, did not my business imperatively
demand my presence, I would break anything save my neck, in order to be
an invalid on your hands."
"Come," cried Annie, half-vexed; "a truce to this style of remark. I
think it's verging toward the sentimental, and I'm painfully
matter-of-fact. Father, you must not think of going to heaven yet, and
I don't like to hear you talk about it. Mr. Gregory can break his
little finger, if he likes, so we may keep him longer. But do let us
all be sensible, and not think of anything sad till it comes. Why
should we? Mr. Gregory surely can find time to run up and see us, if he
wishes, and I think he will."
Before he could reply, an anxious remark from little Susie enabled them
to leave the table in the midst of one of those laughs that banish all
embarrassment.
"But we'll be burned up if Mr. Gregory goes away."
CHAPTER XXVII
PLEADING FOR LIFE AND LOVE
Knowing that it was to be Gregory's last day with them, Annie
determined it should be full of pleasant memories. She sung with him,
and did anything he asked. Her heart overflowed toward him in a genial
and almost sisterly regard, but his most careful analysis could find no
trace even of the inception of warmer feelings. She evidently had a
strong and growing liking for him, but nothing more, and she clearly
felt the great interest in his effort to become a man of Christian
principles. This fact gave him his main hope. Her passion to save
seemed so strong that he trusted she might be approached even thus
early upon that side.
He felt that he must speak--must get some definite hope for the future
before he went away. It seemed to him that he could fairly bring his
great need as a motive to bear upon her. Her whole course encouraged
him to do this, for she had responded to every such appeal. Still with
fear and trembling he admitted that he was about to ask for more now
than ever before.
But he felt that he must speak. He had no hope that he could ever be
more than his wretched self without her. He would ask nothing
definite--only encouragement that if he could make himself worthy of
her she would give him a chance to win her love. In her almost sisterly
frankness it seemed that the idea of loving him had never occurred to
her, and would not after he had gone. The thought of leaving her heart
all disengaged, for some other to come and make a stronger impression,
was torture. He never could be satisfied with the closest friendship,
therefore he must plainly seek a dearer tie, even though for a time
their frank, pleasant relations should be disturbed. He resolved to
take no denial, but to give fair warning, before it was too late, that
he was laying siege to her heart. He dreaded that attitude of mind upon
her part which enables a woman to say to some men, "I could be your
sister, but never your wife."
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