"Live! live!" she continued, with the same passionate earnestness. "I
impose no conditions, I ask nothing else. Only get well and strong
again. If you will do this, I have such confidence in your better
nature, and the many prayers laid up for you, as to feel sure that all
will come out right. But if you will just lie here and die, you will
imbitter my life. What did the doctor tell you this morning? And yet I
shall feel that I am partly the cause. O, Mr. Gregory, you may think me
foolish, but that strange little omen of the chestnut burr is in my
mind so often! I never was superstitious before, but it haunts me.
Don't you remember how you stained my hand with your blood? I can't get
it out of my mind, and it has for me now a strange significance. If I
had to remember through coming years that you died for me all hopeless
and unbelieving, do you think so poorly of me as to imagine I could be
happy? Why can't you be generous enough to brighten the life you have
saved? Among my father's last words he said I must be a sister to you.
How can I if you die? You would make this dear old place, that we both
love, full of terrible memories."
He was deeply moved, and after a moment said, "I did not know that you
felt in this way. I thought the best thing that I could do was to get
out of the world and out of the way. I thought I knew you, but I do not
half understand your large, generous heart. For your sake I will try
and get well, nor will I impose any conditions whatever. But pardon me:
I am going to ask one thing, which you can grant or not as you choose.
Please do not wrong me by thinking that I have any personal end in
view. I have given all that up as truly as if I were dead. I ask that
you do not speedily marry Charles Hunting--not till you are sure you
know him."
"O dear!" exclaimed Annie, in real distress, "this dreadful quarrel!
What trouble it makes all around!"
"If your father," continued Gregory, with grave earnestness, "told you
to be a sister to me, then I have some right to act as a brother toward
you. But as an honest man, with all my faults, and with your interests
nearest my heart, I entreat you to heed my request. Nay, more: I am
going to seem ungenerous, and refer for the first and last time to the
obligation you are under to me. By all the influence I gained by that
act, I beg of you to hesitate before you marry Charles Hunting. Believe
me, I would not lay a straw in the way of your marrying a good man."
"Your words pain me more than I can tell you," said Annie, sadly. "I do
not understand them. Once they would have angered me. But, however
mistaken you are, I cannot do injustice to your motive.
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