"Dear Charles," said Annie, when they were alone. "What should I have
done without you in all these dreary days! How you have saved me from
all painful contact with the world!"
"And so I ever wish to shield you," said Hunting. "Will you not, as
your father purposed, give me the right at once?"
"You have the right, Charles. I ask no more than you have done and are
doing. But do not urge marriage now. I yielded then for father's sake,
not my own. My heart is too sore and crushed to think of it now. After
all, what difference can a few months make to you? Be generous. Give me
a respite, and I will make you a better wife and a happier home."
"But it looks, Annie, as if you could not trust me," he said, gloomily.
"No, Charles," she said, gravely, "it looks rather as if you distrusted
me; and you must learn to trust me implicitly. Out of both love for you
and justice to myself, I exercise my woman's right of naming the day.
In the meantime I give you my perfect confidence. No words of
others--nothing but your own acts can disturb it, and of this I have no
fear."
He did not seek to disguise his deep disappointment. While she felt
sorry for him, she remained firm, and he saw that it would not be wise
to urge her.
Annie would not carelessly give pain to any one, much less to those she
loved. And yet her mind was strong and well-balanced. She knew it was
no great misfortune to Hunting to wait a few months when her own
feelings and the duty she owed another required it. "When Mr. Gregory
gets strong and well and back to business," she thought, "he will
wonder at himself. I have no right almost to destroy him now in his
weakness by doing that which can be done better at another time; and
indeed, for my own sake, I should have required delay."
The next day Hunting was reluctantly compelled to go to the city.
Somewhat to Annie's surprise, Gregory made no effort to secure her
society. In her frank, sisterly regard she was slow in understanding
that her presence caused regretful pain to him. But he seemed
resolutely bent upon getting well, and was gaining rapidly. He walked
out a little while during the middle of the day, and her eyes followed
him wistfully as he moved slowly and feebly along the garden walk. She
saw, with quickly starting tears, that he went to the rustic seat by
the brook where they had spent that memorable Sunday afternoon, and
that he stood in long, deep thought.
When he came back she offered to read to him.
"Not now--not yet," he said, sadly. "I know my own weakness, and would
be true to my word."
"Why do you shun me?" she asked.
"May you never understand from experience," he said with a smile that
was sadder than tears, and passed on up to his room.
And yet, though he did not know it, his course was the best policy, for
it awakened stronger respect and sympathy on her part.
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