"It is not beautiful," he thought, "but it is a real, good face. I
should not be attracted toward it in a thronged and brilliant
drawing-room. I might not notice it on Fifth Avenue, but if I were ill
and in deep trouble, it is just such a face as I should like to see
bending over me. Am I not ill and in deep trouble? I have lost my
health and lost my manhood. What worse disasters this side death can I
experience? Be careful, Walter Gregory, you may be breaking the one
clew that can lead you out of the labyrinth. You may be seeking to
palsy the one hand that can help you. Mother believed in a special
Providence. Is it her suggestion that now flashes in my mind that God
in mercy has brought me to this place of sacred memories, and given me
the companionship of this good woman, that the bitter waters of my life
may be sweetened? I do not know from whom else it can come.
"And yet the infernal fascination of evil! I cannot--I will not give up
my purpose toward her. Vain dreams! Miss Walton or an angel of light
could not reclaim me. My impetus downward is too great.
"Oh, the rest and peace of that face! Physical rest and a quiet, happy
spirit dwell in every line. She sleeps there like a child, little
dreaming that a demon is watching her. But she says that she is
guarded. Perhaps she is. A strong viewless one with a flaming sword may
stand between her and me.
"Weak fool! Enough of this. I shall carry out my experiment fully, and
when I have succeeded or failed, I can come to some conclusion on
matters now in doubt.
"I should like to kiss those red parted lips. I wonder what she would
do if I did?" Annie's brow darkened into a frown. Suddenly she started
up and looked at him, but seemed satisfied from his distance and
motionless aspect.
"What is the matter?" he asked.
"Oh, nothing. I had a dream," she said, with a slight flush.
"Please tell it," he said, though he feared her answer.
"You will not like it. Besides, it's too absurd."
"You pique my curiosity. Tell it by all means."
"Well, then, you mustn't be angry; and remember, I have no faith in
sleeping vagaries. I dreamed that you were transformed into a large
tiger, and came stealthily to bite me."
He was startled as he recalled his thought at the moment of her
awaking, but had the presence of mind to say, "Let me interpret the
dream."
"Well."
"You know, I suppose, that dreams go by contraries. Suppose a true
friend wished to steal a kiss in your unconsciousness."
"True friends do not steal from us," she replied, laughing. "I don't
know whether it was safe to let you read me to sleep?"
"It's not wrong to be tempted, is it? One can't help that. As Mr.
Tuggar says, I might have the 'sperit to do it,' and yet remain quietly
in my chair, as I have."
"You make an admission in your explanation. Well, it was queer," she
added, absently.
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