In her every-day life she appeared to him full of force and power,
practical and resolute. To one of his sporting tastes she suggested a
mettled steed whose high spirit was kept in check by thorough training.
Her conversation was piquant, at times a little brusque, and utterly
devoid of sentimentality. But now her choice of poetic thought and her
tones revealed a wealth of womanly tenderness, and he was compelled to
feel that her religion was not legal and cold, a system of duties,
beliefs, and restraints, but something that seemed to stir the depths
of her soul with mystic longings, and overflow her heart with love. She
was not adoring the Creator, nor paying homage to a king; but, as the
perfume rises from a flower, so her voice and manner seemed the natural
expression of a true, strong affection for God Himself, not afar off,
but known as a near and dear friend. In her sweet tones there was not
the faintest suggestion of the effect or style that a professional
singer would aim at. She thought no more of these than would a thrush
swaying on its spray in the twilight of a June evening. As unaffectedly
as the bird she sang according to the inward promptings of a nature
purified and made lovely by the grace of God.
No one not utterly given over to evil could have listened unmoved,
still less Gregory, with his sensitive, beauty-loving, though perverted
nature. The spirit of David's harp again breathed its divine peace on
his sin-disquieted soul. The words of old Daddy Tuggar flashed across
him, and he muttered:
"Yes, she could take even me to heaven, 'if she stayed right by me.'"
When finally, with heartfelt sincerity, she sang the following simple
words to an air that seemed a part of them, he envied her from the
depths of his soul, and felt that he would readily barter away any
earthly possession and life itself for a like faith:
Nearer, nearer, ever nearer,
Come I gladly unto Thee;
And the days are growing brighter
With Thy presence nearer me.
Though a pilgrim, not a stranger;
This Thy land, and I Thine own;
At Thy side, thus free from danger,
Find I paths with flowers strown.
Voices varied, nature speaking,
Call to me on every side;
Friends and kindred give their greeting,
In Thy sunshine I abide.
Though my way were flinty, thorny,
Were I sure it led to Thee,
Could I pass one day forlornly,
Home and rest so near to me?
Then she brought the old family Bible, indicating that after that hour
she was in no mood for commonplace conversation. In the hush that
followed, the good old man reverently read a favorite passage, which
seemed not to consist of cold, printed words, but to be a part of a
loving letter sent by the Divine Father to His absent children.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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