Opus 21: Descriptive Music for the Lower Kinsey Epoch of the Atomic Age, a Concerto for a One-man Band, Six Arias for Soap Operas, Fugues, Anthems & BarrelhouseWylie, Philip
Philosophy
Opus 21: Descriptive Music for the Lower Kinsey Epoch of the Atomic Age, a Concerto for a One-man Band, Six Arias for Soap Operas, Fugues, Anthems & Barrelhouse
Wylie, Philip
Authors -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Patients -- Fiction; Philosophy -- Fiction
The storm was upon the city, now. The oncoming cold front had won the
battle of the isobars. Lightning hissed and hit some nearby edifice,
accompanied by a blast of thunder. The hammer of Thor, the flashbulbs
of Zeus flooded the metropolis with pale, stroboscopic light. Buildings
quivered under the cannonade. Inside them the millions cowered and
crossed themselves or stood admiring at their windows, each, according
to his nature, responding to the grandeur of liberation.
The first drops splashed upon my parapet. My curtain stretched like
a flag. Papers blew. I shut the window and ran about in the pleasant
excitement of the arriving storm, making fast my small interior. The
world beyond churned in ecstasies of rain, din, and colored light that
showed no more than light's existence. My lamps glowed for a moment a
sinister red, and came up again.
I sat there after finishing my little errands, preoccupied with the
loud allegory in the street.
The psyche has its climate.
Every burning drought serves by its precise degree to lift the waters
of the earth for rains--and floods, too. Every deluge brings fertile
substance to the spirit's plains and exposes the rich minerals on
its crags. In the cold, the plants rest; in summer, they make ready
the ice-resistant seeds. The trick is not--as men believe--to become
but a willful rain-maker--endeavoring by rites, fasts, dances, or
sleets of solid carbon dioxide to alter the immutable for some hour's
advantage. This is failure; whatever such methods steal here must be
repaid elsewhere. The great accomplishment of man is to understand
the relationships of climate, appreciate them all, adapt his soul to
every temporal vicissitude--in the knowledge that whoever is free from
pride in this one good or prejudice against that special evil cannot be
engulfed, or eroded, or burned alive, or frozen into the sparse tundra
of intellect, of asceticism.
He--and he alone--conveys the mutations of consciousness who tends his
green valley undismayed by knowing it is the valley of winter shadow.
And could he own all the reasoning power of man--could his soul present
within him all that women know but cannot say--he would be as God.
After a time the storm somewhat diminished. The city hissed like the
embers of a great fire that resists hose and bucket.
Now, I was invaded by that projection of self-pity which Catholics
think is love and Protestants believe is duty. I saw Ricky and Karen
and my family, all my fond, patient friends--in sorrow. Great tears
glistened inside me and their tiny counterparts ran on my cheeks.
No, I cried. Spare me not for myself--I am reconciled; but for them.
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