"She went for a long walk with him a few weeks back," said Jane.
"She made no secret about it. He took her to see a stone out Hey Tor
way."
"Did he? And why didn't you tell me?"
"I was going to; but I waited to see if there was more to tell.
There is no more than that--not yet."
Johnny fell silent. His mind moved quickly. Love had already begun
to suffer a change, half chemical, half psychological, that would
presently poison it. Such passion as he had endured for Dinah would
not fade and suffer extinction in Johnny's order of mind. He came to
the ordeal untried and untested. He had till now been a thief of
virtue, in the sense that he was good and orderly, peace-loving and
obedient by native bent and instinct. He fitted into the order of
things as they were and approved them. Nothing had ever happened to
make him unrestful, to incite class prejudice, or to foment
discontent with his station. He had looked without sympathy on the
struggle for better industrial conditions; he had despised doubt in
the matter of religion. He was born good: his mother had said the
Old Adam must surely be left out of him. But now came the shock, and
pride prevented John from admitting his failure to anybody else;
pride, indeed, had assured him that such a man as he must have his
own way in the end.
He debated the past, and his self-respect tottered before his
thoughts, as a stout boulder shakes upon its foundations at the
impact of a flood. He stared at Jane and Jerry unseeing, and they
marked the blood leap up into his face and his eyes grow bright.
This idea was new to him. What Jane said acted perilously, for it
excused to himself his gathering temper under defeat and justified
his wrath in his own sight.
"Be careful," he said. "D'you know all it means you'm saying, Jane?"
"For God's sake, unsay it, Jenny," urged her sweetheart. "You can't
know--nobody can know."
"If any other man thinks he'll have that woman----"
John said no more; but his own thoughts surged up and seemed to be
bursting his head. A mountain of wrongs was toppling down upon him.
He forgot his companions; then became suddenly conscious of their
eyes staring into his. He looked at them as though they had been
strangers, started up, went down the rocks at a pace to threaten his
neck and then was gone through the trees, plunging straight ahead
like a frightened animal.
Jerry Withycombe declared great alarm; Jane only felt the deepest
interest.
"Now you've done it," said the man.
"So much the better," she answered. "It was bound to come. I'm
glad."
Meantime Maynard, musing on Jane Bamsey's curt attitude, had reached
Buckland to spend an hour or two by invitation with Enoch Withycombe.
"Time drags for you sometimes I expect," said Lawrence.
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