She hugged this to her heart and felt that nothing else mattered, or
would ever matter. For a time she even returned to her first dream
and assured herself that love was enough. He might tell her some
day; he might never tell her; but she knew it, and whether they came
together, or lived their lives apart, the great fact would remain.
Yet there was no food in any such conclusion, no life, no fertility,
no peace.
She came to Ben Bamsey at this stage of her romance, for she hungered
and thirsted to tell it; and to her it seemed that her foster-father
ought to know. She came to him fresh from a meeting with Lawrence,
for she had been, at Mr. Bamsey's wish, with a message to Falcon
Farm, and she had met Maynard afterwards as she returned over the
foothills of the Beacon.
The year was swinging round, and again the time had come for scything
the fern, that it might ripen presently for the cattle byres.
He stopped a moment and shook hands with her.
"Just been up to see Soosie-Toosie," said Dinah. "Terrible sorry Mr.
Palk's cut his hand so bad."
"Yes; it'll have to go in a sling for a bit. He thought it would
mend and didn't take no great count of it, and now it's festered and
will be a fortnight before it's all right."
"I wish I could help," she said. "If you was to do his work and Mr.
Stockman would let me come and milk the cows for a week----"
"No, no--no need for any help. Tom can do a lot. It's only his left
hand and master's turning to. He says if he can't do the work of
Tom's left hand, it's a shame to him."
"Did Mr. Palk get his rise he was after?"
"He did not, Dinah. But Mr. Stockman put it in a very nice way.
He's going to raise us both next year. And you? Nothing turned up?"
She shook her head.
"A funny thing among 'em all they can't find just the right work. I
wish you was away from Green Hayes."
She had told him all about her difficulties and he appreciated them.
He thought a great deal about Dinah now, but still more about
himself. He had been considering her when she appeared; and for the
moment he did not want to see her. His mind ebbed and flowed, where
Dinah was concerned, and he was stubborn with himself and would not
admit anything. He persisted in this attitude, but now he began to
perceive it was impossible much longer to do so. If Dinah had read
him, he also had read her, for she was not difficult to read and
lacked some of the ordinary armour of a woman in love with a man. He
knew time could not stand still for either of them, yet strove to
suspend it. Sometimes he was gentle and sometimes he was abrupt and
ungenial when they met. To-day he dismissed her.
"Don't you bide here now," he said. "I'm busy, Dinah, and I've got a
good bit on my mind too."
"I'm sorry then. You ask Soosie if I shall come and milk. That
would give you more time. Good morning, Lawrence."
He had seen how her face fell.
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