One only stood for Dinah and strove to better the pain of her
position. Tossed backward and forward still, now, when at last he
was minded to accept the situation and admit to his own mind the
certainty he could never win her, a ray of hope flushed wanly out of
the present trouble; a straw offered for him to clutch at. John
Bamsey came to Green Hayes daily, to learn how his father did, and he
heard from Jane how Dinah was preferred before his mother or herself.
Then inspired by some sanguine shadow, he took Dinah's part, strove
to lessen the complication for her and let her know that he
understood her difficulties and was opposing his sister on her
account.
He quarrelled with Jane for Dinah's sake and told Dinah so; and she
perceived, to her misery, how he was striving yet again to win her
back at any cost. Thus another burden was put upon her and she found
that only in the sick-room was any peace.
Mr. Bamsey much desired to live, and proved a good patient from the
doctor's point of view. A professional nurse, however, he would not
have and, indeed, there was no need. All that could be done was
done, and it seemed that the crisis was delayed by the sleepless care
of those who tended him. He was not unreasonable and sometimes
solicitous both for his wife and Dinah. He desired that they should
take their rest and often demanded Jane's attention, for the sake of
the others; but, as he reached the critical hours of his disease, his
only cry was for Dinah and his only wish appeared to be that he
should hold her hand. Thus sometimes she had to sit beside him while
his wife did nurse's work. The torture was sustained; and then came
a morning when, still clear in his mind, Mr. Bamsey felt that he
might not much longer remain so. He then expressed a wish for his
family to come round him, while he detailed his purposes and
intentions.
John was also present at this meeting, and when Dinah desired to
leave them together, he and not his father bade her stop.
"You're one of us," he said. "Sit where you are and don't leave go
his hand, else he'll be upset."
The sufferer had little to say.
"'Tis all in my will," he told them. "But I'm wishful to speak while
I can; and if mother has got anything against, there's time to put it
right. All mine is hers for her life--all. But I'll ax her, when
each of you three come to be married, to hand each five hundred
pounds. That won't hurt her. She'll bide here, I hope; and
presently, when Jane weds, it would be very convenient if Jerry was
to come here and go on with the farm. But if mother wants to leave
here, then she can sublet. And when mother's called, the money's to
be divided in three equal portions for Dinah and John and Jane."
He stopped, panting.
"Heave me up a bit, Dinah," he said.
Nobody spoke and he looked into their faces.
"Well?" he asked impatiently.
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