"For the things to be done, easy enough I doubt not; for the things
to be thought, none so easy. Them that sweep fearless to a job, like
you, have got to be thought for. And love quickens a man and makes
him higher and deeper and better--better, Dinah--than himself--if
love's got any decent material to work upon and the man's any good.
And pray God that will turn out to be so in my case. A bit ago, when
first I came here, I'd have gone bare-headed into this--same as you
want to. But I've larned a lot from a dead man since I came to
Falcon Farm. Withycombe looked deeper into life than me, being
taught by his master and his own troubles and also out of books so to
do. He steadied me here and there, and maybe it was for this great
business that the words were put in his mouth. And it's that that be
mixed with what I feel for you. God knows it don't lessen the love;
but it--how shall I say--it lifts it a bit--into sharper air than a
man breathes easy. I ban't going to be selfish if I can help it.
We're young and the world's before us. But afore we come together, I
want you to be so strong and sure-footed that nothing shall ever
shake you after, and naught that man can do or say----"
"Oh, my dear heart!" she cried, "what do you think I'm made of?"
"I know--I know. It's what I be made of, Dinah darling. I've got to
find that out."
"Let me show you then. You don't frighten me, Lawrence. I know what
you're made of, and I know if I know naught else, you won't be a
finished thing till you share what I'm made of. We be halves of one
whole as sure as our Maker fashioned the parts; and that you
know--you must know. And I tell you the rest is easy, and you know
it's easy so well as me."
He said no more. In her present mood it must have only hurt to do
so, and every human inclination, every reasonable argument, every
plea of common sense and justice prompted him to acquiesce
whole-heartedly. But something other than reason possessed his mind
at that particular hour. For the moment he could not smother
thoughts that were selfless and engaged with Dinah only.
After a silence he answered her last words.
"Yes, I know it," he said. "If the rest goes that way, then the rest
is easy enough."
"What other way can it go, unless like our ways to-night--mine up one
hill--alone--yours up another hill--alone?"
"Never, by God! I'm only a man."
"And my man! My man!"
They talked a little longer, then parted, where they had parted on a
previous great occasion. But they did not part until Maynard had
made her promise to meet him again and that quickly.
"You'll be a lot freer now," he said.
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