Maynard felt a curious sense of smallness as he went to the tryst.
He seemed to be going to meet somebody stronger, more resolute, more
steadfast of spirit than himself. Surely Dinah had done the things
that would have better become him to do. And yet he could not blame
himself there, for it would have been impossible for him to set foot
in the town where, no doubt, his wife still lived. He had wearied
himself with futile questions, impossible to answer until Dinah
should meet him, and there was nothing left but intense love and
worship for her in Maynard's mind when they did meet. If she had any
sort of good news, so much the better; but if she had none, he yet
had good news for her. He had banished the last doubt during her
absence and now told himself that not moral sensibility, but moral
cowardice had ever caused him to doubt. He had probed the equivocal
thing in him and believed that its causes were deep down in some
worthless instinct, independent of reason. She should at least find
him as clear and determined as herself at last. He had decided for
Australia, and the question of their separate or simultaneous
disappearance was also decided. She had to hear to-night that they
could not leave England together for her credit's sake. The details
of their actions were also defined. He had planned a course that
would, he hoped, suit Dinah well enough, though as yet he knew not
whether any word of hers might modify it.
She was waiting for him and came into his arms with joy. She guessed
that her postcard had revealed her adventure and began by begging for
forgiveness. This he granted, but bade her talk first.
"It's made me long to go out in the world," she said. "Just this
taste. I've never seemed to understand there was anything beyond
Ashburton and Lower Town; but now I've gone afield and seen miles and
miles of England, and I've met people that never heard of the Vale.
Say you ban't cross again, my dear heart. You know very well why I
went. It rose up on me like a flame of fire--to make sure. I told
'em at Green Hayes I had some business up the country and they think
I went to be married--Jane's idea that was. She's positive sure I'm
married, though I've told her in plain words I'm not. Of course they
be curious, but I couldn't tell a lie about it. So I said
'business.'"
"Never mind them. I won't swear I'd have said 'no' if you'd asked
me, Dinah--not if I'd thought twice. It was a natural, needful
point, and you grasped it quicker than I did, and no doubt made up
your mind while I was maundering on about the law. I saw all that
after I got your card. But I couldn't have gone myself."
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