"Let me finish. I ban't here to argue, Melinda. We've known each
other a good long time now and it have been the bright ray in a
troublous life, your friendship for me. We looked at things from the
same point of view, and took high opinions, and laughed when we ought
to laugh, and was serious in due season. And good men are scarce and
good women far scarcer. And there never was and never will be a
better woman than you. And it would be a second spring to me to have
such a one at my right hand. I want you, not for this or that
accident of life as have fallen upon me; but I want you just the same
as I have wanted you any time these ten years. I couldn't speak till
your father was gone, and I couldn't speak after, and in solemn
truth, being a man of pretty nice feelings, I couldn't speak an hour
before this instant moment. So you must sweep such trifles out of
your mind and come to the question with no bias, but just your honest
feelings to me and your memory of the past. So there it lies, my
dear."
Mrs. Honeysett hesitated a few moments before replying--not because
she was in any doubt as to her answer, but from a native sense that
all must be done decently and in order.
Joe made the best of the situation and probably, had Melinda's
attitude to him remained unchanged, a look back into memory, as he
suggested, might have won the day for Mr. Stockman. She was
conscious that a year ago she would have pardoned his errors of
egotism. She even suspected that, as things were, they did not
really lie at the root of the matter. But the root of the matter
extended into new ground. Here, however, she could not pursue it.
She only told herself that she would never marry Mr. Stockman now;
and while sharing his opinion, that her little grievances were really
unimportant and not worthy of being offered as a reason for refusal,
she only considered how, without them, she might gracefully decline.
She let her tongue go and trusted to chance. Then she suddenly saw a
way and took it.
"Us have had a very fine friendship indeed, Joe," she admitted, "and,
in my humble opinion, it would be a terrible mistake to spoil it this
way. For say what you may, friendship ain't love and love ain't
friendship; and I do feel, betwixt me and you, it might be a sad pity
to lose the substance for the shadow."
"You talk as if love would end friendship, instead of double it,
Melinda," he answered; but he was quick-minded and he knew the woman
meant to decline him. The thought immeasurably troubled Mr.
Stockman, for he had assumed success to be certain. He had, indeed,
already proceeded far beyond this point and planned his future with
Melinda. He argued now and made a very strenuous effort to prove
that there is no friendship like that of married people. He argued,
also, that such an understanding as had obtained between him and
Melinda since his wife's death was sufficient foundation for a very
perfect and distinguished union.
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