For after the first rages and intemperate paroxysms in which Jane
eagerly shared, she fancied Johnny was cooling in his rage; and, such
are the resources of human comedy, that anon her brother actually
reproved Jane for some particularly poignant sentiments on the
subject of Dinah. He had set her a very clear-cut example in the
agonised days of his grief; but presently, to the bewilderment of
Jane, who was young and without experience of disappointment, John
began to calm down. He roughly shut up the girl after some poisonous
criticism of Dinah, and a sort of alliance into which brother and
sister had slipped, and into which Jane entered with full force of
love for John and hate for Dinah, threatened to terminate.
Jane lessened nothing of her fervid affection for John, however, and
it remained for another man to explain what seemed to her a mystery.
He was not a very far-seeing, or competent person, but he had reached
to the right understanding of Johnny's present emotion.
With Jerry Withycombe Jane fell in beside a track through the forest,
where he was erecting a woodstack, and since their relations were of
the friendliest and Jane, indeed, began to incline to Jerry, she had
no secrets from him and spoke of her affairs.
"What's come to them I don't know," she said. "Father's plucking up
again, and I can see, though Dinah's trying to get a place and clear
out, that he'll come between and prevent it very likely. Mother's at
him behind the scenes, but God knows what they say to each other when
they go to bed. You'd think Dinah wouldn't have had the face to bide
in the house a day after that wickedness; but there she is--the
devil. And John ordered her to go, too, for he told me he had."
"It's your father," answered Jerry. "My sister was telling about it.
Melindy says that Mr. Bamsey's troubled a lot, and though he knows
Dinah has got to go, he's taking it upon himself to decide about
where she shall go and won't be drove."
"I see through that; mother don't," said Jane. "Father only cares
for Dinah really, and he thinks, in his craft, that very like, given
time, things may calm down and her be forgiven. That's his cowardly
view, so as he shall keep her. But nobody shan't calm down if I can
help it. I won't live with the wretch, and so I tell John. Men
ban't like us: they don't feel so deep. They're poor things in their
tempers beside us. A woman can hate a lot better than a man. Why,
even Johnny--you'd never believe it; but you'd almost think he's
cooling a bit if it was possible."
"He is," answered Jerry. "And why not? What the hell's the good of
keeping at boiling point over what can't be helped? Especially if,
on second thoughts, you begin to reckon it can be helped."
"What d'you mean by that?" asked Jane.
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