"Give heed to me," began Ben. "There's been growing up a lot of fog
here, and Arthur, the friend that he be, was the first to mark it.
He pointed it out to me, all well inside Christian charity, and what
I want to do is to clear it off this instant moment, now while Orphan
Dinah's out of the way. We stand like this. When she threw over
Johnny, because her eyes were opened and she found she couldn't love
him in a way to wed him, John ordered her out of Lower Town. Well,
who shall blame him? 'Tweren't vitty they should clash, or he should
find her here in his parents' home. She was instant for going, and
though you think I withheld her from doing so, that ain't fair to me."
"You do withhold her, father," said Faith Bamsey quietly.
"No, I do not. I come to the subject of Dinah from a point you can't
grasp. For why? She was left to me by my dead first as a sacred and
solemn trust. Mind, I'm not letting my affection for Dinah darken my
reason. I grant I'm very fond of her, and I grant what she's done
haven't shook my feelings, because, unlike you, mother, I believe
she's done right. My heart's bled for my own--for your great trouble
and for John's. Nothing sadder could have come to shake John's
faith, and for a time I was fearful for John. The devil always knows
the appointed hour when a soul's weakest, and, coward that he is,
'tis in our worst moments, when life goes wrong and hope's slipping
away, that he times his attacks. We all know that; and you remember
it, Jane. For he forgets neither the young nor the old. But John
has justified his up-bringing; and the mother in him is bringing him
back to his true self."
"You may think so; but----" began Jane.
She was, however, silenced.
"Hear me, and if you can throw light after, Jane, we'll hear you,"
continued Mr. Bamsey. "I say what I think and believe. My trouble
be still alive for John; but my fear be dead. So that leaves Dinah.
Her wish and will is to be gone. She's seeking a proper and fitting
place--neither too low nor too high. She'd go into service
to-morrow--anywhere; but I won't have that."
"And why for not, father?" asked Mrs. Bamsey; "your first was in
service once."
"That's different," he answered. "You must see it, mother. The
situation is very tender, and you must remember my duty to the dead.
Would Jane go into service?"
"No, I would not," answered Jane; "not for anybody. I'd go on the
street first."
Mr. Chaffe was shocked.
"Do I hear you, Jane?" he asked.
"God forgive you, Jane," said her father; then he proceeded.
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