"I have been very distant to you since I came here. You cannot but have
observed it," resumed Mr. Loftus, making the confession as an atonement
in his impulse of generosity; and indeed he had very markedly held
himself aloof from the boy in his pride and condemnation. "This has
made me ashamed of myself."
"Don't say anything, sir. I quite understood it. If my father had been
the rogue you believed, it was only what I, his son, deserved."
"As I believed," repeated Mr. Loftus, sad commiseration in his tone.
"All the world believed it, George."
"I know they did, sir."
"Well, it is not what I can enter upon with you; and I begin now to see
how unjust my feeling to you has been. I—"
"But I wish you would enter upon it, sir; I wish you would let me say
how _certain_ I am that my father was innocent," interrupted George,
his face becoming flushed with a crimson glow, his eyes raised full and
earnest to those of Mr. Loftus. "I was only a young lad when it
happened, between twelve and thirteen; but I was old enough to judge.
Why, Mr. Loftus, but for feeling myself free of that inheritance of
guilt, could I have gone on bravely as I have, and done battle with the
difficulties thrown in my path—the contempt I have had to stand? At
Orville College there has been a dead-set against me from the first—an
awful opposition; and I am quite sure that past charge against my
father is the foundation of it, though it may not be generally known to
the school. When I feel inclined to give in, beaten and hopeless, I say
to myself, 'He was innocent, and I'll bear up in spite of all this for
his sake;' and that gives me pluck to fight on again."
"Did you know the particulars of the case?" asked Mr. Loftus, admiring
the brave and hopeful nature, in spite of his wonder that any such
opinion on the late Captain Paradyne's case could for one moment
obtain, even with his son.
"Yes, every one of them," replied George. "I don't suppose there was a
single item that did not fix itself on my heart. The sudden
discovery—made first of all by you, sir—that something seemed wrong,
and then the looking into it privately by yourself and Mr. Trace, and
your finding out the frauds, and the arrest of my father. If he had
only lived out the investigation, he would have disproved the charge."
"You wish me to speak of this unreservedly to you, I see, as if you
were a stranger," observed Mr. Loftus; in answer, as it seemed, to the
boy's vehemence.
"Yes, sir, if you please. I used to wish I might speak to you of it at
the time, and get you to look at it in the light I saw it."
"Then, knowing the details, _how_ could you, and how can you, fancy
your father was not guilty? Remember, my boy, you have asked for this,
and I wish to speak with all kindness. He was the only one connected
with the office who could have done it. The clerks had not the
opportunity."
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