"It arose out of a quarrel at the gaming-table; as quite three parts of
these duels do arise," said he, tasting his fish. "Two young fellows of
most respectable connections, students yet, one training for medicine,
the other for the bar, went out with their seconds in the early
morning, and shot each other. One died on the spot, the other is lamed
for life."
"Ugh!" exclaimed Sir Simon. "One can hardly believe such a thing in
these sensible matter-of-fact days." And Gall and Loftus, seated at
opposite corners of the table, glanced accidentally at each other, and
dropped their eyes again.
"The one, killed, was an only son—an only child—and his mother is a
widow," continued Mr. Bouncely, bending his spectacles on something
just placed before him, if by good luck they could distinguish what the
compound might be. "She has been nearly out of her mind since; all her
enjoyment in life is gone. It is very awful when you reflect upon it."
"Poor thing; yes, it is indeed," interposed Mrs. Loftus with
compassion. "Every mother must feel for her."
"Ma'am, I spoke of the thing itself; not of the poor mother. _That_ is
not the awful part of it."
William Gall, passing the water, which somebody asked for, happened to
catch sight of his mother's bent eyes; bent to hide the tears that had
gathered in them.
"I was alluding to _him_, ma'am; the young man himself," resumed Mr.
Bouncely, willing that Mrs. Loftus should be fully enlightened. _"What
is his future fate to be?_ Where is he now? _now_, at this very time,
let us ask, when we are left on the earth here, eating a good dinner?
God placed him in the world to do his duty usefully and faithfully, and
to fit himself for a better; not to hurry himself out of it at his own
will and pleasure, a suicide."
"A suicide," repeated Mrs. Loftus, who was apt to take things
literally. "I thought the other killed him."
"Why, dear me, madam, what can you call it but a case of suicide; what
else is it?" asked the City man. "They stand up deliberately, the pair
of them, to shoot, and be shot at; each one, no doubt, hoping and
striving to get the other dead first. I should not like to rush into
the presence of my Maker uncalled for, with murder on my hand, and
passion in my heart."
"Ah, no!" shuddered Mrs. Loftus. "It is very dreadful."
"He was about half an hour dying; perfectly sensible and conscious that
life was ebbing away fast, past hope," resumed Mr. Bouncely. "What
could his sensations have been as he lay there?—what awful despair must
have reached him; what bitter repentance! It makes one shudder to think
of it."
It seemed as though Mr. Bouncely were imparting somewhat of his own
strong feeling on the subject to the table. And, in truth, such
reflections were enough to make even the careless shudder.
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