"I never intended to deceive you—never;" resumed the young man. "When I
came over to enter on the situation here, I fully meant to disclose to
you that I was Arthur Paradyne. The name had not been concealed by any
premeditation; but—if I may so express it—in the ordinary course of
things. I was always called 'Henry' at the university, and in the town
of Heidelberg. My father at one time was living there; he was Mr.
Paradyne with the Germans—for they often forgot to give him his title
of captain—I, by way of distinction, was called Mr. Henry. It is a
foreign custom. In my case it grew into entire use; and before I left
Heidelberg, I believe three parts of the people there had forgotten I
possessed any other name. I was willing it should be so forgotten;
after that terrible calamity in Liverpool, Paradyne was a tainted name,
and I took no pains to recall it to any one, friend or stranger. Can
you wonder at it, sir?"
"Go on," cried Dr. Brabazon, giving no direct answer to the question.
"The negotiations for my coming here were made between you and
Professor Von Sark, one of our chiefs. You wrote to request him to
supply you with a master who could teach French and German. He knew I
was wishing to do better for myself, in the point of remuneration, than
I was doing in the university, and proposed it to me. It was what I had
long wanted, and I begged him to accept it for me. Until the
negotiations were concluded, I did not know that he had throughout
written of me by the name of Henry, and by that only. It did not much
matter, I thought; I could explain when I came."
"And why did you not?"
"Ah! there lies my sin," was the somewhat emotional answer; and the
Head Master thought the young man before him was taking almost an
exaggerated view of his offence. "The first evening of my arrival,
there was no opportunity: many were coming and going, and you were
fully occupied; but when I heard myself addressed in my own tongue as
'Mr. Henry,' when you introduced me to your daughter and to the masters
as such, my face flushed with shame: it was so like premeditated
deceit. I should have told you that night but for the bustle that arose
in consequence of the accident to Talbot: it took all opportunity away.
The next morning the bustle continued; Talbot's friends came; the
doctors came; it seemed that you had not a minute for me. In the
afternoon arose that unpleasantness connected with the discovery that
George Paradyne was—who he was; rendering it all the more essential for
me to declare myself. But still I could not get the opportunity: the
story would have been a long one; and I wished to consult you as to
whether I might not still be generally known as Mr. Henry. Do you
recollect, sir, my meeting you in the stone corridor just after tea,
and asking if I could speak with you?"
"I think I do. I was in a hurry, I know, at the moment; for I had
business at the railway station."
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