The young man gave no answer, unless a sudden hectic that flushed his
face, and was discernible even in the fading light could be called
such. ONE, looking down at him from beyond that tranquil sky, grey now,
knew where it lay, and what it was vested in.
"I had revered my father as the most honourable, just, good man
living," he resumed, in a low tone; "a Christian man, a brave officer
and gentleman; and when the blow came it seemed to stun me—to take away
everything that was worth living for."
He spoke only in accordance with the truth. The blow was great; his
sensitiveness was exceeding great, and the shock had cut off all hope
for this life. His spirit was by nature a proud spirit; his rectitude
great; to do ill in the eyes of the world—and such ill!—would to him
have been simply impossible; and the awful disgrace that seemed to fall
upon him, to have made itself his, struck to every fibre of his inward
life. Never more could he hold up his head in the sight of men. Added
to this, was the terrible grief for his father, whom he so loved—for
his father's fall, and his father's death. This, of itself, would have
gone well nigh to break his heart.
"Have you been assisting your mother?" asked the doctor, remembering
the stories carried to him of Mr. Henry's saving habits.
"Oh yes."
"Ay," said the master, as if this explained all.
Few young men have their hopes blighted on the very threshold of life
as his had been. His prospects came suddenly to an end with the shock.
Not a doubt of his father's guilt had penetrated his mind. The
particulars, as written to him circumstantially by Mrs. Paradyne, did
not admit of doubt. He had been working for them ever since. Mrs.
Paradyne had a very small income of her own, not much more than enough
to find her in gloves and ribbons and a new silk gown once in a way.
Arthur (with what little help her daughter could give) had to do the
rest. And she was not kind to him. Perhaps it was the long
separation—he over in Germany, she in England—that estranged her
affections from him, her eldest son. In time he wrote word to her that
he had accepted an engagement in England, at Orville College, and
suggested that George should be moved to it. He had two ends in
view—the one the advantage of the boy; the other that he might get some
intercourse with his mother and sister. He knew how he should have to
toil and pinch to meet the additional expenses, but that seemed
nothing. A shadow, of what the future was to be, fell over him before
he had quitted Heidelberg; for on the morning of his departure there
came a letter from Mrs. Paradyne warning him _not to make himself known
as George's brother or as her son_, at first, until they should have
met and talked the matter over. They did meet. On the evening following
that of Mr. Henry's arrival he went to her house, as perhaps may be
remembered, since Mr. Raymond Trace chose, in a sense, to assist at it.
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