Mr. Henry had taken the train to London, to pay a visit to a great
physician. Not in obedience to Mrs. Butter's remonstrance, as disclosed
to us by George, but because the time for doing so was come. He had
been intending to see a doctor, long and long; had put it off in a sort
of vague dread, as many of us do; and now it could no longer be
delayed; no, not for a day. As George said, he had another fainting-fit
the previous night; but, instead of recovering from it blithely, as was
usual, he had lain all night in pain, his heart fluttering strangely.
Medical aid, and that of the best, was necessary now, although he felt
well again in the morning.
The dread was not for himself, but for those dependent on him. Who
would help them if his help failed? The whole night long he lay awake,
tormenting himself. With morning light—daylight does not come early
when November is on the dawn—he rose and took his breakfast. Dropping a
note to the Head Master, explaining the cause of his absence, he went
off by train to London, doing all in a quiet manner. Times and again it
had been in his thoughts to go to this gentleman, who was one of fame,
especially in diseases of the heart. Very nearly an hour did he wait in
the anteroom, before his turn came.
He was examined, questioned, talked to: and then the doctor sat down to
his table and took up a pen. But he laid it down again.
"I am about to write you a prescription; but I tell you candidly it is
not medicine you want. One thing may do you good; and one thing only."
"What is that?"
"Rest. Rest both of mind and body. I do not mean tranquillity only, but
entire rest from all kinds of exertion. Great or sudden exertion might
be——" the doctor paused; and, as it struck Mr. Henry, seemed to change
the word he had been about to speak—"prejudicial to you, excessively
so. You must avoid alike fatigue and emotion."
"I gather, then, that my heart is not sound."
"Not quite as sound as could be wished."
"Is it so unsound as to place me in danger?" questioned Mr. Henry, his
luminous eyes bent earnestly on the physician. "You need not fear to
speak freely to me. I have come here to ask you to do so."
"In a case such as yours there is no doubt danger," replied the doctor.
"We can do little. It lies chiefly with the patient himself."
"What does?"
"Well, I had almost said life or death. So long as he can keep himself
perfectly tranquil, the danger is comparatively very little."
"But it is always there, nevertheless, even with tranquillity. Am I to
understand that?"
"It is. In a degree."
"I had a friend once; a fellow-student at Heidelberg, who had
heart-disease. The German doctors recommended perfect tranquillity—as
you do to me. He followed their advice; he was of wealthy family, and
could do it; but the disease made rapid strides, and shortly killed
him. He lay ill less than a week."
"Ah, yes," replied the doctor, evincing no surprise.
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