Going to die! A terrible shadow, as of remorse for unkindness rendered,
fell upon them as they stood. They called to mind how they had treated
him; how uniformly kind and forgiving and generous he had been to them
in spite of it, and of the peace he had contrived to shed.
Leek's conscience began to prick him. "Is your illness caused by the
trouble you have had with us boys, Mr. Henry?" he asked, remembering
the promise he had given that day in the Strand, and how soon he had
forgotten it.
"No, no. It may have helped it on a little: I can't tell."
Dick Loftus's heart was collapsing more than anybody's; it was one of
the tenderest breathing. "I wish the time would come over again!" cried
the boy, in his flood-tide of repentance. "I've been worse than any of
them. I hope you'll never forgive me."
"Not forgive you!" cried Mr. Henry, regarding him tenderly with his
luminous eyes. "There's nothing to forgive. It seems that you have
always been kind to me. You have let me give you many a private lesson,
and take your part in many a dispute. Thank you for it all, Dick."
"But that has been doing kindness to me," debated Dick.
"And to do you kindness, Dick, is one of the things I have lived for,"
said Mr. Henry, softly. "I am a Paradyne, you know; I have had a great
debt upon me."
Dick could not see the argument, although Mr. Henry was a Paradyne.
Brown minor interposed with an opportune question.
"Does the Head Master know of your illness, Mr. Henry?"
"Yes. He's coming round when the day's work's over."
"Trace will have the Orville."
"Oh, yes, I hope so."
The boys began to back out. Illness that might be about to terminate in
death, nobody knew how soon, was what they were not accustomed to. It
seemed to strike upon them as disheartening; not to mention a sense of
awkwardness in the manners that was anything but agreeable. They had
gone in, impudent and noisy; they went out humbly on tiptoe. At the
garden gate they encountered Mother Butter, and did not molest her, or
pay her a single compliment; to that lady's infinite astonishment, who
came to the conclusion that they must have been "cowed" by a flogging
all round.
Dick Loftus sat down on the stump of a tree in the playground. Dick,
for the first time in his life, was supping sorrow. He did not look at
the past in the light Mr. Henry appeared to do, when he spoke of the
debt left on him by Captain Paradyne; but he remembered what the
universal kindness (about which he had never previously thought) had
been, and he knew that he who had shown it was passing rapidly away.
With an aching of the heart that Dick had never felt,—with the
consciousness of that bitter sin, ingratitude, breaking its refrain on
his brain, Dick started to his feet again, and dashed after Brown
minor, taking a knife from his pocket as he ran. It was a recent
acquisition, bought with some money that Dick had been saving for the
purpose, and prized accordingly. Mr. Brown was astride on a gymnastic
pole.
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