The days went on. Mr. Henry had more visitors than he sometimes knew
what to do with. His mother was there often; Mary occasionally, as she
could spare time from her occupations with Miss Rose Brabazon, whose
resident governess she was now. Mrs. Paradyne was eating the bitter
bread of repentance: the mistaken line of conduct she had pursued to
him, her eldest and dutiful son, grew harder and harder to reflect
upon. She could not say so; it distressed him too much, and she sat
mostly in silence, letting him hold her hand, yearningly wishing she
might recall the past. Too late; too late. She could not stop the
course of the rapid disease; she could not prolong his life, or bring
back the isolated days he had been condemned to pass, or the weary
nights of labour in which he had wasted his delicate frame: the
sensitive spirit had been wounded to the quick; the tender heart flung
back upon itself. It had been all good for him, no doubt; necessary
adjuncts to that process of purification his spirit had been
unconsciously undergoing for its coming flight to a better world, but
which Mrs. Paradyne could never forgive herself. The deceit she had
forced him to observe in regard to his identity had told upon him,
there was no doubt, more than any other untoward circumstance: and Mrs.
Paradyne had the comfort of knowing that she had helped—on the end. He
was, so to say, living a lie; it was altogether wrong, unjustifiable,
little better than a fraud on the Head Master; and neither his health
nor his natural integrity could bear up against it. And so, Mrs.
Paradyne sat by his bedside in silence; she and her aching heart. Now
that the relationship was known, people could trace the likeness in
their faces; which had once puzzled Miss Brabazon.
And there was another who would come and sit by him, and take his hand;
and, closing the door, read to him words from the Book of Life—and that
was Dr. Brabazon. The doctor saw the prize that he was losing: he knew
now, if he had never known it before, how valuable Mr. Henry's precepts
had been in the school, and the peace he contrived to shed around
amidst warring elements. Other things were known to the doctor now: the
sojourn of his ill-doing son in the house, and the kind friend Mr.
Henry had been to him. It seemed to have made Tom into a better man;
and he went off to Australia in a spirit of reformation that Mrs.
Butter, in a satirical spirit, "hoped would last."
Rose ran in and out at will, bringing him flowers. One day she came to
him with a great trouble—Emma had found her love-letters, and she was
never, never to write or receive more. Well, Mr. Henry said smiling, as
he pushed her pretty hair off her brow, she was certainly getting too
old for it.
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