"Have you anything on your mind?" asked the doctor; and either the
nature of the question or its suddenness brought a flush to Mr. Henry's
face. They were in the study, seated opposite each other near the large
window, the deserted playground, silent now, lying beyond it in the
vista; so that the quick flush was perfectly perceptible to Dr.
Brabazon.
"Now," thought he, "for my opportunity: I could not have a better. Mr.
Henry," he resumed, aloud, "I have for some time fancied that you had
some care or trouble, that you were concealing especially from me."
A pause. A yearning look of what seemed like detection—detection
pleading for pardon—crossed Mr. Henry's countenance. The hour, which he
had been dreading for months, was come; and he was not ready for it! He
sat in uncomfortable suspense, not knowing how much or how little the
master knew, pressing his thin fingers together, his elbows resting on
the arm of the chair.
"That some unpleasant trouble was on your mind I have undoubtedly
seen," resumed the doctor. "Now that the opportunity for explanation
has come, I think you must afford it to me."
"I cannot disclose it to you now, sir," said Mr. Henry slowly, and with
evident pain. "Perhaps in a day or two—"
"But suppose no disclosure is needed?—suppose I know it already?"
interrupted the master.
"Is that so?" asked Mr. Henry, lifting his face.
"It is. The affair has unhappily come to my knowledge; not, of course,
the inducement—the—the leading motive for yielding to the temptation. I
cannot describe to you how it has pained me. Had you been a son of mine
I could scarcely have felt it more. It seemed that I might so fully
trust you."
"Since when have you known it?" asked Mr. Henry in a low tone.
"For some weeks now. I did not stir in it at the time," continued the
master, brushing a large fly off his black waistcoat, "on account of
not interrupting the classes of the boys who were going up for the
examination. And, that over, I thought things might remain as they were
until the vacation, as they had gone on so long."
"Then you intend to discharge me, Dr. Brabazon?"
The doctor could not help thinking it was rather an _assuming_
question. He played with his paper weight on the table.
"What do _you_ think about that, Mr. Henry?"
"Of course I have feared so. But yet—"
"But yet what?"
"Oh, sir, I'd rather not go on. I was going to speak of leniency—of
consideration; but you might think it only made my offence worse."
"I will show you all the leniency in my power. I think my having
delayed the explanation proves that my intentions are not hostile, and
I will be your friend if I can. You were, I conclude, led into this by
some overwhelming pecuniary pressure, as others have been before you,
and then found that you could not redeem your act. This is Emma's view
of the case as well as mine. Why did you not make a friend of me, and
tell me your difficulty? I would have lent you the money."
"What money, sir?"
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