Other People's Business: The Romantic Career of the Practical Miss DaleSmith, Harriet L. (Harriet Lummis)
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Other People's Business: The Romantic Career of the Practical Miss Dale
Smith, Harriet L. (Harriet Lummis)
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As she stared before her, hand gripping hand, her bloodless lips moving
inarticulately, she saw the monstrous folly of her self-deception. She
had played at youth, listened to the love-making of undeveloped boys
whose mother she might have been, and made herself believe that she
could cheat Time. And Time, too, had had his fun. For the moment it
almost seemed to her that her girlish prettiness had been his merciless
concession to add to the spirit of the game, as a cat lets a mouse run
with a sense of recovered freedom, only to pounce again.
And now she was to be a grandmother. She made a futile effort to face
the thought, to adjust her idea of herself to so astounding a
development. But it was like the effort to imagine herself belonging
to another race, Ethiopian or Oriental. It was unthinkable. She had a
clearly defined conception of grandmothers, persons with a generous
waist-line and white hair. Undoubtedly they were useful people in
their way, and worthy of regard. But she found it impossible to
realize that she herself might belong to their number.
As if recalling some experience far distant, she fell to reviewing the
events of the previous evening. Her caller had been a young fellow
with a carefully nurtured and on the whole a promising mustache and
with a lurid taste in socks. She had enjoyed the call. The boy's
crude efforts at veiled sentiment, his languishing glances had been
incense to her vanity. But to-morrow! "How is your little grandchild,
Mrs. Sinclair?" he would say. Or no! He would not say it. He would
not come again. He must realize, as she was doing, the absurdity of
their acquaintance. He would laugh at the old woman who had painted
her cheeks that she might look a girl and had let him kiss her hand as
though granting a priceless favor. Annabel moaned faintly as she
writhed. Every one would laugh. Every one must have been laughing for
years over her silly pretenses.
She did not know how long a time had elapsed before heavy footsteps
creaked down the hall. She shuddered and her body stiffened. The
knock was twice repeated before she could utter an audible, "Come in."
Mrs. West pushed the door ajar and started violently as her eyes fell
on Annabel. As not infrequently happens with women who preserve an
unnaturally youthful appearance, under the stress of deep emotion,
Annabel had aged years in an hour. It was a moment before Mrs. West
could recover herself.
"I've made us a cup of tea, Mis' Sinclair, and set out a light lunch.
We'll both feel better for a bite."
Annabel shook her head. "I don't want--anything." It took an effort
to stifle a frenzied appeal to be left to herself.
This was far from Mrs. West's thoughts. She creaked into the little
room, her ample proportions making it seem more cramped and small than
ever, and patted Annabel's shoulder.
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