"I think I understand that, but nothing can make any difference as to
us. That is one thing that is not for this world! Come, we must hurry
on!"
As she took a step forward he sprang in front of her.
"Nan, I've got to go back to the city on the morning train. I want you
to tell me now that you will marry me--let us say in the spring. Let me
have that to look forward to. I've waited a long time, and the years are
passing. I want you to say 'yes' to-night."
He touched her shoulders lightly with his hands. They slipped along her
arms till he clasped her fingers, tightly clenched in her muff.
"You love me, Nan; I know you do! And you have known a long time that I
care for you. Nothing was ever as dear as the thought of you. Whatever
has gone before in my life is done and passed. I can't have you say 'no'
to me. Please, dear Nan--dearest!"
It was a strange place for lovers' talk, but the tumult of the storm was
in Kirkwood's heart. The weariness of a laborious day vanished in the
presence of this woman. His habitual restraint, the reticences of his
nature were swept away. His was no midsummer passion; winter's
battle-song throbbed in his pulses. He caught her arm roughly as she
sought to continue their flight.
"No, Tom; no!"
"Then why?" he persisted. "It can't be because of Lois--you can't
suspect that even the thought of her wounds me now. Jack's coming back
proved that to me: I mean what I say; I don't care any more! There's
nothing for me in this world but you--you and Phil! The memory of that
other woman is gone; I give myself to you as though she had never
been."
"Oh, Tom, I don't believe you! I don't believe any man like you ever
forgets! And Phil mustn't know you even think you have forgotten! That
would be wrong; it would be a great sin! She must never think you have
forgotten the woman who is her mother. And it isn't right that you
should forget! There are men that might, but not you--not you, dear
Tom!"
She shook off his hands and flung herself against the storm. He plunged
after her, following perforce. It was impossible to talk, so blinding
was the slant of snow and sleet in their faces. She drove on with the
energy born of a new determination, and he made no effort to speak again
as he tramped beside her.
When they reached the house in Buckeye Lane he sought to detain her with
a plaintive "Please, Nan?" But she rapped on the door and when Rose
opened it slipped in, throwing a breathless good-night over her
shoulder.
CHAPTER XIII
THE BEST INTERESTS OF MONTGOMERY
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