"Well, the world is here to be conquered," said Phil. "What peak have
you picked to plant your flag on?"
"Oh, I want money first--you've got to have it these days to do things
with; and then I think I'd like power. I'd go in for politics--the
governor's chair or the senate. If father hadn't died he could have got
the governorship easy; he was entitled to it and it would have come
along just in the course of things. What would you like to do best of
all?"
"If I told you, you wouldn't believe it. I don't want a thing I haven't
got--not a single thing. On a day like this everything is mine--that
long piece of woods over there--black against the blue sky--and the
creek underfoot--I couldn't ask for a single other thing!"
"But there must be a goal you want to reach--everybody has that."
"Oh, you're talking about to-morrow! and this is to-day. And sufficient
unto the day is the joy thereof. If I ever told anybody what I mean to
do to-morrow, it would be spoiled. I'm full of dark secrets that I never
tell any one."
"But you might tell me--I'm the best possible person to tell secrets
to."
"I can't be sure of that, when I hardly know you at all."
"That's mighty cruel, you know, when I feel as though I had known you
always."
He tried to throw feeling into this, but the time and place and her
vigorous strides over the ice did not encourage sentiment.
"You oughtn't to tell girls that you feel you have known them always. It
isn't complimentary. You ought to express sorrow that they are so
difficult to know and play the card that you hope by great humility and
perseverance one day to know them. That is the line I should take if I
were a man."
He laughed at this. There were undoubted fastnesses in her nature that
were not easily attainable. She seemed to him amazingly mature in
certain ways, and in others she was astonishingly childlike.
"They say you're a genius; that you're going to do wonderful things," he
said.
"Who says it?" asked Phil practically, but not without interest.
"Oh, my aunt says it; she says other people say it."
"Well, my aunts haven't said it," remarked Phil. "According to them my
only genius is for doing the wrong thing."
"We needn't any of us expect to be appreciated in our own families.
That's always the way. You read a lot, don't you?"
"I like to read; but you can read a lot without being a genius. Geniuses
don't have to read--they know it all without reading. So there's that."
"I'll wager you write, too;--confess now that you do!"
"Letters to my father when he's away from home--one every night. But he
isn't away very much."
"But stories and things like that. Yes; don't deny it: you mean to be a
writer! I'm sure you can succeed at that. Lots of women do; some of the
best writers are women. You will write novels like--like--George Eliot."
Phil laughed her derision of the idea.
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