What will be our fate in that infinity? We are asking ourselves no idle
question, even if we should unite with it after losing all
consciousness, all notion of the ego, even if we should exist there as
no more than a little nameless substance—soul or matter, we cannot
tell—suspended in the equally nameless abyss that replaces time and
space. It is not an idle question, for it concerns the history of the
worlds or of the universe; and this history, far more than that of our
petty existence, is our own great history, in which perhaps something of
ourselves or something incomparably better and vaster will end by
meeting us again some day.
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Shall we be unhappy there? It is hardly reassuring when we consider the
ways of nature and remember that we form part of a universe that has not
yet gathered its wisdom. We have seen, it is true, that good and bad
fortune exist only in so far as regards our body and that, when we have
lost the organ of suffering, we shall not meet any of the earthly
sorrows again. But our anxiety does not end here; and will not our mind,
lingering upon our erstwhile sorrows, drifting derelict from world to
world, unknown to itself in an unknowable that seeks itself hopelessly,
will not our mind know here the frightful torture of which we have
already spoken and which is doubtless the last that imagination can
touch with its wing? Finally, if there were nothing left of our body and
our mind, there would still remain the matter and the spirit (or, at
least, the obviously single force to which we give that double name)
which composed them and whose fate must be no more indifferent to us
than our own fate; for, let us repeat, from our death onwards, the
adventure of the universe becomes our own adventure. Let us not,
therefore, say to ourselves:
“What can it matter? We shall not be there.”
We shall be there always, because everything will be there.
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