And will this everything wherein we shall be included, in a world ever
seeking itself, continue a prey to new and perpetual and perhaps painful
experiences? Since the part that we were was unhappy, why should the
part that we shall be enjoy a better fortune? Who can assure us that
yonder unending combinations and endeavours will not be more sorrowful,
more stupid and more baneful than those which we are leaving; and how
shall we explain that these have come about after so many millions of
others which ought to have opened the eyes of the genius of infinity? It
is idle to persuade ourselves, as Hindu wisdom would, that our sorrows
are but illusions and appearances: it is none the less true that they
make us very really unhappy. Has the universe elsewhere a more complete
consciousness, a more just and serene understanding than on this earth
and in the worlds which we discern? And, if it be true that it has
somewhere attained that better understanding, why does the mind that
presides over the destinies of our earth not profit by it? Is no
communication possible between worlds which must have been born of the
same idea and which lie in its depths? What would be the mystery of that
isolation? Are we to believe that the earth marks the farthest stage and
the most successful experiment? What, then, can the mind of the universe
have done and against what darkness must it have struggled, to have come
only to this? But, on the other hand, that darkness and those barriers
which can have come only from itself, since they could have arisen no
elsewhere, have they the power to stay its progress? Who then could have
set those insoluble problems to infinity and from what more remote and
profound region than itself could they have issued? Some one, after all,
must know the answer to them; and, as behind infinity there can be none
that is not infinity itself, it is impossible to imagine a malignant
will in a will that leaves no point around it which is not wholly
covered. Or are the experiments begun in the stars continued
mechanically, by virtue of the force acquired, without regard to their
uselessness and their pitiful consequences, according to the custom of
nature, who knows nothing of our parsimony and squanders the suns in
space as she does the seed on earth, knowing that nothing can be lost?
Or, again, is the whole question of our peace and happiness, like that
of the fate of the worlds, reduced to knowing whether or not the
infinity of endeavours and combinations be equal to that of eternity?
Or, lastly, to come to what is most likely, is it we who deceive
ourselves, who know nothing, who see nothing and who consider imperfect
that which is perhaps faultless, we, who are but an infinitesimal
fragment of the intelligence which we judge by the aid of the little
shreds of understanding which it has vouchsafed to lend us?
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