Though Lashmar had elaborated his story concerning Lord Dymchurch on
the spur of the moment, he now thoroughly believed it himself, and the
result was a restlessness of mind which no conviction of its utter
absurdity could overcome. In vain did he remember that Lady Ogram had
settled his destiny so far as the matter lay in _her_ hands, and that
to displease the choleric old autocrat would be to overthrow in a
moment the edifice of hope reared by her aid. The image of May Tomalin
was constantly before his mind. Not that he felt himself sentimentally
drawn to her; but she represented an opportunity which it annoyed him
to feel that he would not, if he chose, be permitted to grasp. Miss
Tomalin by no means satisfied his aspiration in the matter of marriage,
whatever wealth she might have to bestow; he had always pictured a very
lofty type of woman indeed, a being superb in every attribute when
dreaming of his future spouse. But he enjoyed the sense of power, and
was exasperated by a suggestion that any man could have a natural
advantage over him. To this characteristic he owed the influence with
women which had carried him so far, for there is nothing that better
stands a man in his relations with the other sex than settled egoism
serving restless ambition. This combination of qualities which all but
every woman worship. Mrs. Toplady herself, she of the ironic smile and
cynic intelligence, felt it a magnetic property in Dyce Lashmar's
otherwise not very impressive person. On that account did she watch his
pranks with so indulgent an eye, and give herself trouble to enlarge
the scope of his entertaining activity. She knew, however, that the man
was not cast in heroic mould; that he was capable of scruples, inclined
to indolence; that he did not, after all, sufficiently believe in
himself to go very far in the subjugation of others. Therefore she had
never entertained the thought of seriously devoting herself to his
cause, but was content to play with it until something more piquant
should claim her attention.
Mrs. Toplady had always wished for the coming of the very hero, the man
without fear, without qualm, who should put our finicking civilisation
under his feet. Her god was a compound of the blood-reeking conqueror
and the diplomatist supreme in guile. For such a man she would have
poured out her safe-invested treasure, enough rewarded with a nod of
half-disdainful recognition. It vexed her to think that she might pass
away before the appearance of that new actor on the human stage; his
entrance was all but due, she felt assured. Ah! the world would be much
more amusing presently, and she meanwhile was growing old.
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