Having an imperious Will and an intelligence merely practical, it was
natural for Lady Ogram to imagine that, even as she imposed her
authority on others in outward things, so had she sway over their
minds; what she willed that others should think, that, she took for
granted, they thought. Seeing herself as an entirely beneficent
potentate; unable to distinguish for a moment between her arbitrary
impulses and the well-meaning motives which often directed her; she
assumed as perfectly natural that all within her sphere of action must
regard her with grateful submissiveness. So, for example, having
decided that a marriage between Dyce Lashmar and Constance Bride would
be a very good thing for both, and purposing large generosity towards
them when it should have come about, she found it very difficult to
conceive that either of her young friends could take any other view of
the matter. When observation obliged her to doubt the correctness of
her first impressions, she grew only the more determined that things
should be as she wished. Since the coming of May Tomalin, a new
reason--or rather, emotion--fortified her resolve; seeing a
possibility, even a likelihood, that May and Lashmar might attract each
other, and having very definite views with regard to her niece, she was
impatient for a declared betrothal of Constance and the aspiring
politician. Their mutual aloofness irritated her more than she allowed
to be seen, and the moment approached when she could no longer endure
such playing with her serious purposes.
She knew that she had committed an imprudence in coming to London and
entering, however moderately, into the excitements of the season. A day
or two sufficed to prove the danger she was incurring; but she refused
to take count of symptoms. With a weakness which did not lack its
pathos, she had, for the first time in her life, put what she called "a
touch of colour" onto her cheeks, and the result so pleased her that
she all but forgot the artificiality of this late bloom; each morning,
when her maid had performed the office, she viewed herself with
satisfaction, and was even heard to remark that London evidently did
her good. Lady Ogram tried to believe that even age and disease were
amenable to her control.
She consulted doctors--for the form; behaving with cold civility during
their visit, and scornfully satirising them when they were gone. None
the less did she entertain friends at luncheon or dinner, and often
talked to them as if years of activity and enjoyment lay before her.
"Wonderful old lady!" was the remark of most who left her presence; but
some exchanged glances and let fall ominous words.
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