"You shall know what that responsibility is," she said, with a just
perceptible tremor in her voice. "Lady Ogram, like a good many other
people nowadays, has more money than she knows what to do with. For
many years, I think, she has been troubled by a feeling that a woman
rich as she ought to make some extraordinary use of her riches--ought
to set an example, in short, to the wealthy world. But she never could
discover the best way of doing this. She has an independent mind, and
likes to strike out ways for herself. Ordinary Charities didn't satisfy
her; to tell the truth, she wanted not only to do substantial good, but
to do it in a way which should perpetuate her name--cause her to be
more talked about after her death than she has been in her lifetime.
Time went on, and she still could hit upon nothing brilliant; all she
had decided was to build and endow a great hospital at Hollingford, to
be called by her name, and this, for several reasons, she kept
postponing. Then came her acquaintance with me--you know the story. She
was troubling about the decay of the village, and trying to hit on
remedies. Well, I had the good luck to suggest the paper-mill, and it
was a success, and Lady Ogram at once had a great opinion of me. From
that day--she tells me--the thought grew in her mind that, instead of
devoting all her wealth, by will, to definite purposes, she would leave
a certain portion of it to _me_, to be used by me for purposes of
public good. I, in short"--Constance smiled nervously--"was to be sole
and uncontrolled trustee of a great fund, which would be used, after
her death, just as it might have been had she gone on living. The idea
is rather fine, it seems to me; it could only have originated in a mind
capable of very generous thought, generous in every sense of the word.
It implied remarkable confidence, such as few people, especially few
women, are capable of. It strikes me as rather pathetic, too--the
feeling that she would continue to live in another being, not a mere
inheritor of her money, but a true representative of her mind, thinking
and acting as she would do, always consulting her memory, desiring her
approval. Do you see what I mean?"
"Of course I do," answered Dyce, meditatively. "Yes, it's fine. It
increases my respect for our friend."
"I have always respected her," said Constance, "and I am sorry now that
I did not respect her more. Often she has irritated me, and in bad
temper I have spoken thoughtlessly. I remember that letter I wrote you,
before you first came to Rivenoak; it was silly, and, I'm afraid,
rather vulgar."
"Nothing of the kind," interposed Lashmar. "It was very clever. You
couldn't be vulgar if you tried."
"Have you the letter still?"
"Of course I have."
"Then do me the kindness to destroy it--will you?"
"If you wish."
"I do, seriously. Burn the thing, as soon as you get home."
"Very well."
They avoided each-other's look, and there was a rather long pause.
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