After fifty years told, when ordinary mortals have long since given
their measure in heart and brain, Lady Ogram steadily advanced.
Solitary possessor of wealth, autocrat over a little world of her own,
instead of fossilising in dull dignity, she proved herself receptive of
many influences with which the time was fraught. She cast off
beliefs--or what she had held as such--and adopted others; she
exchanged old prejudices for new forms of zeal; above all, she chose to
be in touch with youth and aspiration rather than with disillusioned or
retrospective age. Only when failing health shadowed the way before her
did she begin to lose that confident carriage of the mind which,
together with her profound materialism, had made worry and regret and
apprehension things unknown to her. Thus, when old but by no means
senile, she learnt that disquiet of conscience, so common in our day,
which has nothing to do with spiritual perceptiveness, but comes of
habitual concentration on every-day cares and woes, on the life of the
world as apart from that of the soul. Through sleepless nights, Lady
Ogram brooded over the contrast between her own exaltation and the
hopeless level of the swinking multitude. What should she do with her
money? The question perturbed her with a sense of responsibility which
would have had no meaning for her in earlier years. How could she best
use the vast opportunity for good which lay to her hand?
Endless were the projects she formed, rejected, took up again. Vast was
the correspondence she held with all manner of representative people,
seeking for information, accumulating reports, lectures, argumentative
pamphlets, theoretic volumes, in mass altogether beyond her ability to
cope with; nowadays, her secretary read and digested and summarised
with tireless energy. Lady Ogram had never cared much for reading; she
admired Constance's quick intelligence and power of grappling with
printed matter. But that she had little faith in the future of her own
sex, she would have been tempted to say: "There is the coming woman."
Miss Bride's companionship was soon indispensable to her; she had begun
to dread the thought of being left alone with her multiplying
solicitudes and uncertainties.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account