British -- France -- Fiction; France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
She welcomed him in a little boudoir that had been fitted up for her
on the ground floor. Lace and buhl-work, crystal and dainty china,
were all about her. On the walls were sombre, amorous pictures,
winking in the glassy shine from girandoles. A decanter and goblets
stood on a gilded whisp of a table under a mirror, and hard by a tiny
brown spaniel lay asleep on a cushion. She might have been own sister
to this whelp from the curl and colour of her hair.
On this she wore no powder, but only a diamond star and loop in
emphasis of its loveliness. She was dressed without ostentation, yet
every knot and frill were disposed in a manner to suggest the liberal
beauty of her figure. But she had, in truth, no need of artifice to
show her radiant in the eyes of gods and men.
Now, looking at her, Ned thought, “How in this short time has she
renewed herself from that haunting ghost that possessed me on the
Liége road? There is something uncanny in this resurrection: I
apprehend the ‘seven devils’ must have entered into her.”
And he felt a little discomfortable, as if he were at last brought
into acute antagonism with a force that he had hitherto despised for
the vanity of its pretensions.
She took his hands and looked into his face. There was a strange
yearning inquiry in her eyes. This very licence of touch, so
inappropriate to their cold relations one with the other, put him on
his guard, though he would not at the moment resent it.
“You knew I was there, at Dover?” she said. “Ah! I sorrowed for your
wound, _mon ami_; but I could not come. Monseigneur would not let me;
the chevalier would not let me.”
“Never mind that,” said Ned, withdrawing his hands. “It only concerns
me that you have been consistent to your promise, and that my lord
attaches, in your person, another scandal to his record.”
“But that is not true,” she said, shrugging her shoulders; “and, even
though it were, will not your philosophy condone it? Little holy
Mother! is it that such as you, and he--that other of
Méricourt--would use Liberty only as your pander, disowning her when
she has served her purpose!”
She was all too young in vice as yet to play, without some real
emotion, the part she had elected to fill.
“He taught me from his devil’s gospels!” she cried; “and you saw, and
would not interfere, because your faith was the same as his.”
“I was in Méricourt--for how many days?” said Ned. “And is this all
your confidence, Mademoiselle?”
She flushed and bit her lips. The tears were in her eyes.
“You are always cold,” she said. “You do not pity me or make
allowance. To be wooed to worship an ideal; to be wooed through the
hunger in one’s soul for the truth that God seemed to withhold! When
he taught me that religion of equality, _he_ became my God. I saw the
disorder of the world resolve itself into love and innocence. How was
I, inexperienced, to know how a libertine will spend years, if need
be, in undermining a trust that he may indulge a minute’s happiness?”
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