British -- France -- Fiction; France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“_Dieu du ciel_!” she cried. “What an old, old, foolish woman! It is
nussing, monsieur. I see you pass and come back, and come again one
hundred time like a ’ope-goblin, and I sink--I sink--ah! no matter
what I sink. I not know you less than nobody--not until Mr Sherree-den
come and espy you and say, ‘Do not fear thees poor eenocent.’ And now
I see it is not the old woman that attracts.”
Ned was by this up to the ears in a very slough of self-consciousness.
To stand detected before the authority he had manœuvred to
hoodwink!--so much of the innuendo he understood. For the first time,
perhaps, he realised how, in lending himself to some traditional
tactics, he had advertised himself of the common clay. He felt very
hot, and a little angry; and his anger whipped his sense of personal
dignity to a cream-like stiffness.
He was sorry, he said, he had been the cause of the least uneasiness
to madame la comtesse. He was a man of a rambling disposition--of a
peripatetic philosophy. Often, he had no doubt, absorbed in some train
of reflection, he would unconsciously haunt a locality that,
associating itself with the prolegomena of his meditations, would seem
to supply the atmosphere most conducive to their regular progression.
He----
And here the door opened, and a young lady ran into the room.
“A thousand pardons!” cried this young person. She did not know madame
was engaged other than with Mr Sheridan, and he counted for nothing.
But mademoiselle and she were learning to make artificial
birds’-nests, with painted sugarplums for the eggs, and they looked to
madame la gouvernante to advise them.
She curtseyed to my lord, with a little pert toss of her head like a
wind-blown Iceland poppy-flower, when he was made known to her. She
had no recollection of him, it was evident. All that play he had
rehearsed to himself, according to fifty different readings, of the
return of the red heels to their owner, became impossible of
performance the moment he found his audience a reality. There and then
he foresaw, and prepared himself heroically to meet, his martyrdom.
* * * * * * * *
Now all the glory and tragedy of Ned’s life came to crowd themselves
into a few months--into a few days, indeed, so far as his connection
with the strange household at Bury was concerned. Herein--no less on
account of his magnetic leaning towards a bright particular star, than
because he had made his _entrée_ under the ægis of Mr Sheridan--he
was accepted and discussed; pitied by some unsophisticated young
hearts; weighed in the balance of a maturer brain, and found, perhaps,
deficient.
“He has the grand air,” said madame; “he is noble and sedate, and of
amiable principles. But--_hélas_! _à quoi sert tout cela_--if one so
gives effect to the gospel of distribution as to deprive oneself of
the means to honourably perpetuate one’s race!”
“I have always admired madame’s little ornament of the Bastille,” said
Mr Sheridan.
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