British -- France -- Fiction; France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“Why have you not ask me to dance?” she said. “Poor Pamela is flouted
of all of whom she had the hope to be honoured. You do not desire my
hand; no, nor Mr Sherree-den eiser. ‘I am not to lead you out, _ma
chèrie_,’ he say. ‘It is because I am ask to drop the sobstance for
the shadow.’ I request of him what he mean. ‘’Tis only the fable of
the dog and the piece of meat,’ says he. ‘And how do that concern
itself of the question?’ I ask. ‘Why,’ he answer, ‘I am the dog and
you are the piece of meat; and that is to say that Pamela is food for
reflection’--and then he laugh, and bid me ask of Monsieur Murk to
interpret me the fable.”
Her voice was full of tenderness and appeal. Ned, despite some emotion
consequent on the mention of his rival, felt as remorseful as if he
had wantonly crushed a rose in which lay a sleeping Cupid. He knew he
had not asked the girl to dance with him, for only the reason that a
morbid sensitiveness impelled him to self-martyrdom--drove his pride
and his jealousy to battle; the one ready to resent that an obvious
preference was not shown by her for him out of all the world, ready
always to fold a wing of pretended indifference over the bleeding
wound in his breast; the other ready, on the least provocation, to
make a shameless confession of the corroding secrets of its inmost
soul. Certainly Providence may be assumed to have its own reason for
constituting a disease to be its highest ethical expression. Truth and
Love! How have these inoculated one another with the virus drawn from
ages of misfaith, till each seems to have become an inextricable
constituent of the common plague of jealousy!
“And am I also the piece of meat to you,” says Mistress Pam, “that you
will have nussing to speak with me?”
“I will not drop you for the shadow, at least,” cries the other
fervently--“no, not as long as I have a tooth in my head!”
So love glorifies bathos. The two stood up together for the next set.
Thenceforth Ned moved on air, breathed all the evening the
intoxicating oxygen of idolatry. The girl alternately flattered and
flouted, wounded and caressed him. He must draw what consolation he
could from the fact that Mr Sheridan at least left him a fair field.
Now and then he would chance upon view of this gentleman, and always
it seemed to him that, as the evening progressed, the convivial face
waxed steadily more rubicund, the fine eyes more unspeculative.
Once the party came together over the refreshment trays--the
sweetmeats and negus that preceded the final break-up.
“Do not eat so much cake, child,” says madame la gouvernante to
Pamela. “It will lie heavy on your chest.”
“Happy cake!” murmurs Sheridan, so that the ladies might not hear him.
But my lord did; and he might have been moved to some resentment had
it not been for the other’s obvious condition.
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