British -- France -- Fiction; France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
So he would talk _ex curia_, a dilatory, lovable vagabond, with a rare
power of enchantment drawn from some hidden depths, as from a
fern-curtained well. Perhaps this sensuous personal charm--whereby he
would appear to flatter with signal affectionate regard each in turn
of his numerous acquaintances--would of itself have failed after the
first to win a poor love-stricken from prolonged contemplation of any
but his own interests. It was the man’s spasmodic revelations of
unexpected virile forces held in reserve that would suddenly convert
in another a little growing sentiment of tolerant disdain to an eager
desire to be acclaimed friend by this subject of his condescension.
So, may be, the force operated upon Ned. For succeeding his first
gratification over an introduction to one in whom he had latterly
prefigured the regenerator of France, came a thought of
_désagrément_ in his soul’s nominee, a feeling of disillusionment in
which he was prepared to recognise another example of Fortune’s wanton
baiting of his personal cherished ideals. Then one day he heard this
seeming waiter on Providence, this almost coatless landholder of
Utopia, speak in the Assembly; and thenceforth he had nothing but
reverence for the ardent soul, whose misfortune only it was to be
bounded by a love more human in its essence than divine. He had seen
the familiar figure sitting with its hand over its face; he had next
seen the face revealed from the tribune, inspired, transformed, as if
the hand itself, consecrate as a priest’s, had touched and wrought the
priestly sacrament of confirmation; and the sermon of high government
that followed had taken wings of fire from the burning spirit that
informed it; and the hearts of men had kindled and glowed, flaring at
length--alas, too self-consumingly!--into roaring flame.
Well, such moments were for Ned’s holiday moods. This present
friendship and admiration saved him, perhaps, from hobnobbing with
more harmfully potent spirits. Yet the one enthusiasm could galvanise
him only fitfully into an interest in the passionate scenes amongst
which he moved. So negative a pole is love--when turned from the
north-star of its hopes--to all that in less misconverted
circumstances would attract it. Here was he a spectator at last of the
stupendous drama in the early rehearsals of which he had been so
profoundly interested; and he had nothing for it all but a lack-lustre
eye, which he must always keep from turning inwards by an effort. He
lived, in fact, in a little miserable tub of his own choosing, while
the Alexanders of a political renaissance made history around, and
unregarded of, him.
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