British -- France -- Fiction; France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
“Strike!” she cried; “it is what I ask. Only thou shalt strike thyself
through me. What! thou know’st now what it is to be trampled under by
the feet thou worship’dst! And thou shalt be haunted evermore by the
shadow of another man’s happiness. Strike, I say, and kill, like me,
thy spectre of unfulfilment with despair!”
She tore at her dress, baring her white bosom to him.
“Strike!” she cried again; then suddenly her hands dropped limp, and
she moaned to herself.
“I dare not think. I cannot sleep. He is always there, weeping and
imploring. But there is something between--a deep red pool, with an
under-motion. If I were to wade in--my God!” she cried--“I am afraid
even to die!”
She held up her hands to the man before her, as if in prayer.
“Take me with thee--there, into the water. I will not struggle, if
thou hold’st me tight. Thou wert his friend for a little while, and
thou also hast suffered. Thou wilt plead for me, monsieur, wilt thou
not?--thou wilt plead?”
Her voice broke in a shiver. For all its wretchedness, the heart of
her hearer was stricken anew.
“Thou Théroigne,” he said; “thou poor twice-abandoned fool. Wouldst
thou urge upon me that a first error is to be atoned by a second! Oh,
thou woman--not to understand how cheap that love must be held that
would disprove itself to spite its object!”
God knows what angel of light or darkness had been at his elbow a
moment earlier. Now, he put his hand into his breast as he spoke.
She looked at him, lost and wild.
“Thou didst not come to throw thyself into the river?” she muttered.
“No,” he said--“but only this.”
He cast it from him with the words--something he had taken from his
pocket--a little spiked and scented parcel, so ridiculous and so
tender. It had fulfilled its mission at last. That was “writ in
water.” And the poor cherished heels, stuck with a sprig of withered
geranium, went down to the sea--or, perhaps, into the maw of some
sentimental pike that would swallow it all, as we mortals swallow any
absurd love-story.
Now, if the action was inspired by a despairing man’s intuitive
altruism on behalf of a despairing harlot, we may not call it bathos.
Suddenly the woman broke into a shrill laugh.
“Was it an unfruitful token? Better thou and I!” she cried. “And so
thou still hold’st love inviolable?”
He answered with his eyes. She came quite close to him--looked up into
his face.
“That is well. Come with me, then, now the madness is past.”
“With you!” he exclaimed scornfully. All his repulsion of her was
returning before the reclaimed devil in her eyes.
“With me, murderess and courtesan. Oh! it is not for myself,” she
said. “It is for another--whose confession to me an hour ago sent me
to seek thee out--that I would carry thee.”
He stared, dumfounded, muttering “Another? what other?”
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