British -- France -- Fiction; France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
He let a minute pass while he warmed himself. Then he said, not
turning his head--
“You want to speak to me?”
“Oh yes, yes!” she answered at once and eagerly; “to thank you for
these.”
“The clothes? You needn’t thank me. It was my own interests I
consulted in giving them to you. Your rags would have been no
recommendation to a possible employer.”
“An employer?--monsieur--an employer?”
“Certainly. Did you imagine I intended to keep you on here
indefinitely?”
She made no reply.
“Have you breakfasted?” he said.
She answered “Yes” gratefully, in a low voice.
He twisted about then, and regarded her. The wise Theophilus had, he
saw, acquitted himself sensibly of his order. The girl was clothed
freshly and simply. Her own instinctive niceness of touch, her
kitten-like cleanliness, had ministered daintily to the result.
The young man’s brain swam for a moment. He could have thought he was
back again in the lodge at Méricourt, the unsullied, fragrant
presentment of a little jelly-loving Madonna charming the luminous
shade of the dairy in which she sat; the sun, blazing upon the garden
phloxes without, touching this his natural child’s head softly with a
single beam.
In the same moment he dashed his hand, so to speak, upon the
struggling fancy. He would not have it rise further to confront him.
It was undeserved of its subject at the least. The promise it had once
suggested had never been vindicated, and he would insist upon that now
as an actual aggravation of the girl’s demerits, seeing that, at this
late hour of her practical punishment for a wickedness confessed, she
could still so far look her old self as to inspire--and demoralise--a
certain emotion of regard. Even the very hollows in her cheeks seemed
filled since yesterday; and she wore her new shoes and stockings
without a hint of their discomforting her wounded feet.
Was it then that a constitution could be so flawless as to be
debarred, by ignorance of suffering, from suffering’s prerogative of
moral exaltation--that the nerves of emotion inherited from the nerves
of physical feeling? If it were so, it were idle in this case to be
considerate of the former.
He put his hand into his coat pocket and, producing a small parcel,
held it out to her.
“You have breakfasted,” he said; “but doubtless you will yet have an
appetite for this?”
She took it from him wonderingly. If he had designed it as a grimly
ironical test of her disposition, he had reason to be discomfited by
her reception of the pleasantry.
She glanced at the superscription--it was a little box of guava
jelly,--then suddenly let the packet fall, and threw herself on her
face upon the rug.
She lay so long and so still without sound or movement that presently
he grew uneasy.
“Get up!” he cried at last, touching her--and hating himself for doing
so--with his foot.
She stirred--rose to a sitting posture. Her eyes had a dazed, stunned
look in them.
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