Our Mr. Wrenn: The Romantic Adventures of a Gentle ManLewis, Sinclair
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Our Mr. Wrenn: The Romantic Adventures of a Gentle Man
Lewis, Sinclair
Courtship -- Fiction; Love stories; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle-aged men -- United States -- Fiction
A Salvationist near by was staring at him most accusingly….
He walked away from the jubilee reflectively. He ate his dinner with a
grave courtesy toward the food and the waiter. He was positively
courtly to his fork. For he was just reformed. He was going to “steer
clear” of mad artist women—of all but nice good girls whom you could
marry. He remembered the Adjutant’s thundered words:
“Flirting you call it—flirting! Look into your hearts. God Himself hath
looked into them and found flirtation the gateway to hell. And I tell
you that these army officers and the bedizened women, with their wine
and cigarettes, with their devil’s calling-cards and their jewels, with
their hell-lighted talk of the sacrilegious follies of socialism and
art and horse-racing, O my brothers, it was all but a cloak for looking
upon one another to lust after one another. Rotten is this empire, and
shall fall when our soldiers seek flirtation instead of kneeling in
prayer like the iron men of Cromwell.”
Istra…. Card-playing…. Talk of socialism and art. Mr. Wrenn felt very
guilty. Istra…. Smoking and drinking wine…. But his moral reflections
brought the picture of Istra the more clearly before him—the persuasive
warmth of her perfect fingers; the curve of her backward-bent throat as
she talked in her melodious voice of all the beautiful things made by
the wise hands of great men.
He dashed out of the restaurant. No matter what happened, good or bad,
he had to see her. While he was climbing to the upper deck of a bus he
was trying to invent an excuse for seeing her…. Of course one couldn’t
“go and call on ladies in their rooms without havin’ some special
excuse; they would think that was awful fresh.”
He left the bus midway, at the sign of a periodical shop, and purchased
a _Blackwood’s_ and a _Nineteenth Century_. Morton had told him these
were the chief English “highbrow magazines.”
He carried them to his room, rubbed his thumb in the lampblack on the
gas-fixture, and smeared the magazine covers, then cut the leaves and
ruffled the margins to make the magazines look dog-eared with much
reading; not because he wanted to appear to have read them, but because
he felt that Istra would not permit him to buy things just for her.
All this business with details so calmed him that he wondered if he
really cared to see her at all. Besides, it was so late—after half-past
eight.
“Rats! Hang it all! I wish I was dead. I don’t know what I do want to
do,” he groaned, and cast himself upon his bed. He was sure of nothing
but the fact that he was unhappy. He considered suicide in a dignified
manner, but not for long enough to get much frightened about it.
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