“Not too tired to say ‘Yes.’”
“Oh, very well! If you want furniture and things, buy them. I rather
thought you could see deeper than that. Still, if you—”
“Stop! Don’t say any more—please don’t.” She pressed her hand quickly
and nervously to her lips; then, with a half-laugh, “Oh, how silly I am;
but you frightened me. You—you were laughing, Wynne, when you said
that—weren’t you?”
He looked at her perplexed, and saw she was in deadly earnest.
“Oh, yes,” he answered. “I was laughing—’course I was.”
But to tell the truth, Wynne Rendall, Master of Psychology, was sorely
out of his depth.
“That’s all right,” said Eve, and crossed to the little fireplace, where
she stood awhile thinking. “I’ll fetch your dinner now.”
She laid the cloth and placed the dishes upon it. There was an
awkwardness between them as they took their places, and very little
disposition to talk. Wynne’s thoughts were mixed with wondering at her
attitude and with intentions for the play. Hers were back to the
birthday party of nearly three years before. It had been a night so full
of promise. Everything had seemed so likely then. Then it had seemed
good that the love and sunshine for which her spirit prayed should be
rendered on the deferred payment system. Was it possible those goods
would be outworn before the debt was discharged? She shivered and looked
up under her lids at Wynne. He had changed so much; he seemed
bigger—more like a man! The frail boy body and restless spirit were no
longer upon the surface. He looked to have more ballast—to stand more
firmly as a man among men.
His voice broke in upon her thoughts:
“You’re extraordinarily mine, aren’t you?”
“Yes,” she nodded, and after a pause, “are you glad?”
He did not give a direct answer.
“You should know. Look! small wife, this is a between-while with us, and
I want you to sympathize with the position. I’m all out to win—and I
shall win—but I haven’t won yet. Until I do it isn’t possible for us to
stand side by side. There’s barely enough to keep one afloat, and that
one must be myself. You admit that, don’t you? I’m meeting all sorts of
alleged big-wigs, and I must meet ’em level. As things are it is only
just possible to do so. To raise the scale at one side, t’other must be
kept down. But it won’t be for long, and afterwards it will be you and
I—understand.”
“Of course I do.”
“Keep on helping, then, all you can.”
“Of course I will.”
“That’s all right.”
And so the best of us fulfil our obligations and justify our
consciences.
X
Eve sat by herself in the second row of the stalls. Her eyes were
glorious with hope. On her lap lay the program of the piece, with
Wynne’s name ringing from the page.
The printing was a stupendous piece of self-sufficiency. She had noted,
half-fearful, half-amused, the hum of conversation which had gone round
the theatre as the audience noted the persistent large-type booming of a
single unknown personality.
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